5 months Suna x reader

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(Y/N) pov.

Today is the 3th February and I need to go with my mom to the hospital.
School was boring and nothing much happened except my heart beating faster even when I just look at suna

Now I was home and took a quick shower I changed my clothes and down stairs my mom was already waiting for me
"Are you really?"
"Yes"
We drove 15 minutes to the hospital and we didn't say a word.

I knew that my mom was scared of what the doctor is gonna to say and she was sad that she is going to lose ther only child...

When my mom parked and she was still sitting in her seat and took a deep breath I took her hand and looked at her with a smile
"Mom don't worry so much it's gonna be fine"

She smiled back and we walked to the entrance and to the reception
The same woman as always stood there and she knew my face by now and said with a kind smile
"Hello (Y/N) hello mrs. (L/N) doctor gozemi said that you could go to his office"
"Thank you Stella"
My mom said.

The woman wasn't from japan so her name didn't sound a bit like it but I loved her name.

We walked to the door from dr. Gozemi and my mom knocked
"Come in!"
His voice came out of the room and I opend the door.

I didn't like his office...

It was plan white and in there were just his desk a shelf with his award's as best doctor some books and on the other side if his office was a blue couch and a water dispenser nothing more...
It felt so cold and a so dark even if almost everything was white
"Please sit down"
He pointed at the two chairs in front if his desk and we did what he told us to
"So how are you feeling today (Y/N)?"
"Fine I guess"

I didn't liked his voice

He smiled at me

I didn't like his smile

Than he started to talk again
"Are your attacks getting worse?"
"They are longer than in the first month"
"How long are they"
"I think 5 or 6 minutes"
"Hmm that isn't good"

Now I heard the nervous voice from my mom
"What does that isn't good means? Does she has less time now?"
"No but I think the closer she comes the attacks are always getting longer"
My mom nodded silently and he turned his head back to me

I didn't like his face either.

His blonde hair and his almost black eyes and the shaved face of his it just looked wrong.

"Come we are going to the controlling room"
"Okay..."
I said and left my mom behind in the unlikable room.
I followed dr. Gozemi in another room and sat down on the cold blue hospital bed.

He put the stethoscope on my chest and said
"Take a deep breath in and out"
I did wat he told me and said
"You have still like planed the 3 last months of 5 but you need to come for a check every month 2 or 3 times"
"Okay. "
"Let's go back"

I didn't like the way he spoke to me

It almost sounded like I was a baby and didn't know what the words are meaning

Back in his office he talked to my mom for a hour and told her how long I had left even if she knew it already.

He just broke her heart again with all his stupid words.
When he was finally finished we went back to the car and while my mother was driving i saw a tear rolling down her cheek
"Mom please don't cry"
I tried to calm her down but she just said
"How should I calm down my baby is leaving me in 3 months from now on..."

That was right I'm leaving...

"But mom I want you to be happy I don't want to see you cry over me. I breaks my heart to see you like this so please stop crying. For me"

After my words she calmed down and when we arrived home we saw someone standing in front if our door
"Sweety do you have a idea who that could be?"
I shook my head and said
"No clue"

Than we walked to the person and I recognized him
"Rin what are you doing here?"
I asked confused
"You didn't come pick the twins and me up from practice so I was worried that something happend to you"
He said with a relieved voice and I smiled at him
"I'm gonna let you two talk"
My mom said and opend the door befor she got in

"It's really nice of you but you could have just texted me"
"I did but you didn't reply dummy"
He said and I looked at my phone

'14 new massages and 2 missed calls'

"Oh sorry my phone was on mute so I didn't saw it"
I looked at him with a guilty smile
"It's fine now that I know you are okay"
He also smiled at me and hugged me.
I sure was surprised at the beginning but then I hugged back.

I just hope he didn't feel my heart beat so much faster than normal.
"I need to go now shorty"
He said and I smiled than I felt something soft and warm on my hairline and automatically blushed and soon I was as red as a tomato

He let go of me and said
"See you"
He walked past me and I quickly turned around and waved
"yeah see you"
I slapped my hand on my mouth

that was so embarrassing ahhhhh

I ringed the door bell and my mom opend in the really next second the door and looked at me with a smirk.
I couldn't see one shimmer of sadness in her face anymore.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"
I still was red in my face and my mom answered
"Is my child in loveeee?"
"No I'm not!"
I almost yelled at her

"Yeah yeah... but Suna is a nice boy and I would be happy if you had your first kiss before you, you know?..."
I knew it was not easy to say it for her so I just nodded
"Yes mom but he doesn't like me so we wouldn't be a thing even if I would live longer"
"My dear you are so sweet and blind"
She said finally letting me in
I went up in my bedroom and fall into my bed

"What if I really love him?"
I mumbled in my cushion and fall asleep.

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