5 months Suna x reader

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(Y/N) pov.

It was one week now...
One week in this stupid cold room
The only thing i like are the flowers suna always gave me when he came to visit and that was every day

Every day he had new flowers for me always different kinds and colors so my room looks a little alive.

I used now a pencil and some paper to say what I wanted and it actually worked pretty well.

It's sad because suna doesn't smile so often how he used be when I talked to him... i fell so guilty to take the smile out of his face...

This evening someone knocked on my door I ring a bell so they knew that they can come in.
It was the whole volleyball team and I needed to smile.
They all came to see me
"Hey (Y/N) how are you feeling?"
Kita asked and sit down on the chair next to my bed.
I sat up and took the pencil and the piece of paper

'I'm good how about you guys?'
"We are good too. We brought you some of your favorite chocolate and flowers"

I looked at the boys in front of me and Osamu, Atsumu and aran had beautiful flowers and the others had some chocolate or some stuffed animals

I smiled bright at them and hugged kita who was sitting next to me and than I gave the other boys a sign that I want to hug them too.

After hugging all of them suna came in
"Hey guys"
They all looked at him and he gave me today's flowers.

"You could start a flower shop with all of this flowers (Y/N)"
Atsumu said and I needed to laugh but my laugh got into a cough

Everyone was looking at me and suna stroke my back as careful as ever.

After 2 minutes I finally stopped

"I'm sorry I just wanted you to smile..."
Atsumu said and bowled and I shook my head and hands

I took the pencil and wrote down

'It's not your fault it was one of my attacks you haven't done anything wrong and thank you for always making me smile'

I gave him the note and when he read it he smiled at me

The boys told me how school was and if anything happened in there life and I was listening with a big smile on my face 2 hours everyone left eccept suna he sat next to in my bed and I started to write

'Bendy please smile again I don't want to see that stupid sad face on you'

I gave him he note and he said
"It's not that easy to smile for anyone you know? I always smiled because of the things you did or how you looked at the things you liked and your voice. The way you called me by these stupid cute little nicknames and your laught that came from heart."
He looked me in the eyes and I started to move my lips
"P....se s..ile f..r me be...d..y"
I smiled at him and his eyes widened

After some time he started to smile at me and said
"I love you"
"I..-"
He interrupted me and said
"You don't need to try saying it so hard I know what you want to say and the sentence from before was good enough for me"

I hugged him tightly and he kisses my forehead softly

One week after that it started to rain when suna was in my room and read me a book

I liked his soft calm voice in my ears

I took my pencil and started to write

'I want to go outside in the rain'

He looked at the note and said with a sight
"I would love to take you out there but you would get a cold"

'I don't care I just want to get out if my room for a little while'

"Okay"
I stood up my feet and got into my slippers and he gave me his jacket
"Here wear this"
I slipped into his volleyball jacket and he closed it.

A warm feeling was soaring my body.

"Are you ready?"
He asked me and when I nodded he took my hand and we walked out if the room.

I didn't ate much in the last few weeks so I couldn't walk so fast as earlier.
Suna didn't seem to care walking slower than usual and I hold his arm tight so I wouldn't fall.

We walked out of the hospital in the nearby park and walked around

"Do you like rain?"
I nodded
"Promise me do don't get a cold okay?"
I smiled at him and then stopped
"Is something wrong?"
I placed my one hand on his back and the other on his shoulder and straighten his back than smiled
"Again?"
I nodded with and hugged his arm again
"Should we start walking back
"Ye...h"
He smiled and we walked again to the hospital.

Like expected nobody cared that we were wet and we weren't in my room for 30 minutes or even more

In my room suna helped me to change my clothes and to dry my hair.
After that I dried his hair and completely messed it up.

He hugged me and hold me tight so he could take my feet up the floor and the kisses on my neck tickled so I started to smile.

After he finished he placed me on my bed and covered me up with the blanket my mom brought from home

I just have 2 weeks left and you can see that on my body

I was bony and my skin has lost any sign of a healthy color
I had big black bags under my eyes because I couldn't sleep much
And I almost didn't have any strength left

Suna sit down next to me and I started to write

'Do you still love me?'

"Ofcourse I do. Do you still love me?"

'Yes and it's crazy'

He smiled by my words and after he left I started to write letters for all my friends and suna...

It hurt so much to write these letters I didn't want to leave them I was happy and now I needed to leave everything I loved and cared about...

After writing all these letters I hide them and tried to sleep

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