5 months Suna x reader

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(A/N) pov.

It was Tuesday and (Y/N) was standing in front of the hospital with her mother and suna.
They told their parents that that they were dating and they also told suna's parents that they are going to die.
Of course they were sad but (Y/N) said that they should keep them in good memories

(Y/N) had got more often attacks then they used to have and they couldn't speak so long and with the enthusiasm they had the months before.

In dr Gozemi's office (Y/N) remembered all the things they hated about it and one new thing came their into the mind

'I hate the smell'

It was smelling like dark coffee and disinfectants they didn't liked it

"We need to take you in hospitality in maybe 1 month because till then you are losing the ability to speak"

Suna couldn't think of not hearing their soft relaxing voice
He couldn't stand the guy in front if him he told all these terrible things without even a sign of hope

It was like he didn't even care that they would die

1 month the had left till he couldn't see their face every day next to him in class or there silent walks to school and back while they were just holding hands and they wouldn't come to visit him after school

All these things would just disappear...

He thought about how he could spend much time after they would come in hospitality could they even see each other so often?

They were sitting next to him so he hold their hand while listening to all this terrible things

(Y/N) also thought about the things they couldn't have anymore

Would they really lose their voice? They could never laugh for suna to make him smile again and if they won't see him smile it would break their heart

They felt so guilty for letting him hear such painful words from a guy who didn't seem to care what happen to them...

After a while they felt something warm soft and big in their hand and when they looked at it they saw suna's hand in theirs and it was a wonderful feeling.

It was the only thing they liked in that room...

After 1 hour of painful words they left the hospital and drove home

No one said a word and thought about the words the doctor said one more months and (Y/N) would be in the hospital in the building of things they didn't like.

A place where they couldn't get rid of
A place where they get quiet
A place where they would be alone
A place where they would die...

Nothing about that place is good and it will never be

The doctor didn't care about then and they knew that suna couldn't come long and often because of practice

They didn't want him to skip it because of them
There where so many things they haven't done in their life but it was all fine because they found a person they could love and a person who could love them

Even after telling him about their illness he was staying by their side the whole time and didn't left them once

They were happy to have him
And he was happy to have them
They were happy to have each other

There where so many questions they didn't have an answer to and so many things they wanted to say
But they only had 1 month left to speak
And after that just 1 more month till they would leave everything they loved and had

Nothing would be the same not for thrm not for their friends not for their parents and not for the people around them.
Everything would change just in some seconds.

The car of (Y/N)'s mother was stopping in front of suna's home

"Do you two want to come inside?"
Suna asked her mother and they said with a smile
"Yeah if that is fine"
He nodded and they got out if the car.

In suna's room (Y/N) and they were laying on his bed and were cuddling

"Are you come and visit me?"
They asked him
"Of course I can't just leave you alone at some place like that..."
"You don't like it either?"
"No... and I don't think this doctor is caring much about you so I need to do it"
He said with a slight smile
"Thank you for staying by my side"
"You don't need to thank me for that. I will be on your side for the time I can"

They smiled and gave him a short kiss before laying their head on his chest

One month left and (Y/N) almost couldn't speak anymore.

Suna was hurt when he didn't hear their voice so often

Today was the day they are going to hospitality it's a rainy march day.

Suna was by their side and the volleyball team said that they are gonna visit them as often they could

They were thankful that their friends are caring so much about then

"This is your room"
The nurse said and opend the door
It was white and cold without any other color that would make someone think in this room was any life

Not one of them liked the room...

"Thank you..."
(Y/N) said quitely the nurse and she left the room with a smile
"Do you like this room?"
Suna asked them and they shook their head
"Me neither..."

The door opens behind them and dr. Gozemi came in
"Hello you two (Y/N) you can change in more comfortable clothes so that I can connect you to the machines"

They took some cloth out their bag and went changing in the bathroom while dr. Gozemi was building everything up.

"You just have one more month boy you should better leave them or it's getting to hit you pretty bad"

He couldn't believe what the doctor just said he could never leave them if he would they would be hurt and he don't want to see them in worse shape than now.

They couldn't talk much
They couldn't eat much
They didn't smile much but tried to for him and the others
They didn't want that we are feeling sad because they are gonna leave
They just want us to be happy

So how could he possibly leave them?

(Y/N)'s thin figure came out of the bathroom and layed down on the bed and dr. Gozemi started to connect them with the different kind of machines

They were pale...

Suna was hurt to see them like that every day over and over again and he could try so often he wanted but he couldn't smile for them even now

He didn't know what to do for them and than the doctor left and (Y/N) was pointing at the free space next to them to tell him that he should come sit next to them

He did it... and they sat up and took his face in their hands.

They pulled the corners of his mouth upwards that a smile appeared on his face and they smiled gently back at him.

The world is a cruel place...

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