Dream's P.O.V.
Binuksan ko ang pinto ng master's bedroom at napangiti ng makita roon si Nati na mahimbing na natutulog. Humakbang ako patungo rito. It looks like someone became too comfortable with the master's bedroom that she ended up falling asleep in it.
Umupo ako sa tabi nito at saka hinaplos ang pisngi niya. She looks so beautiful when she's at peace like this. Bahagya akong yumukod at saka dinampian ng halik ang pisngi nito. There are times that I wish I can bring us back to where we were before, back when we're both in-love and carefree. There are things that I failed to realize sooner and if a chance will be given, I will do my best to prove to her that she can trust me now.
"Hey, sweetheart. Wake up..." Mahina ko itong niyugyug. I do not want to disturb her sleep, but the food I just cooked might end up cold.
She let out a soft moan and her eyes fluttered open, giving me a confuse look. Hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko habang nakatitig rito. I dipped my head closer to her, capturing her sweet red lips with mine. Napaungol ako sa kakaibang sensasyong gumapang sa buong katawan ko habang ninanamnam ang tamis ng labi nito.
Her lips taste like a sweet fruit, a forbidden apple that I'm not allowed to take a bite but ended up devouring it anyway. She remained still under my hold. I didn't feel her respond, but she didn't push me away either. Pinagapang ko ang halik ko pababa sa leeg nito, patungo sa gilid ng kanyang tenga. I can't help but hold my breath upon smelling that sweet scent of lavender on her skin.
The taste of her skin against my tongue is so addictive that I can't just get hold of myself. I ended up taking a nip and leaving soft kisses on her skin before going back to capture her lips. Bahagya akong lumayo rito at saka pinagapang ang kamay ko sa leeg niya, caressing the middle part of her neck with my thumb. My eyes darken while looking at her face that is now naturally tinted with a pink hue.
"Push me away sweetheart, or else this is not going to end well for both of us." I whispered in a raspy voice as I continue to caress the skin on her neck. Napalunok ako. I know she said that she don't want to have sex with me, but how can I even stop myself at this point? She has no idea how beautiful and delectable she is in my eyes. I am more than willing to give my all just to have her right now.
I feel her swallowed through the tip of my thumb, making me smile. This is situation is affecting her as much as it affects me. Dama ko ang paglalim ng hininga nito na tila ba pilit na kinokolekta ang kaisipan niya. And I don't have a plan to let her regain herself.
My hands went down to her exposed shoulder, down to her wrist and take it to pin it down beside her head. My lips descended on her, capturing her lips fully, tasting her, teasing her, and urging her to respond to me. Hindi naman ako nabigo. I feel her lips slowly mimicking the movements of mine, giving me a go signal.
I can't help but smile between our kiss. Though she's in-denial about it, I can sense that she is now opening up to me. Maybe, there's still a chance for us, a chance to be happy have our own happy ending. Pinalalim ko ang paghalik rito, teasing her lips with my tongue to asks for entrance.
She open up to me, allowing to explore the sweetness of her mouth deeper. I know I need to stop, or else this might result into something that she might regret later. However, it is really hard to gather all your sanity back once lust clouded all your senses.
My hands let go of her wrist as I start to explore her body. The heat between us is rapidly escalating, burning both of us in a sweet and forbidden unadulterated passion. It is supposed to be a sweet date to get her to be comfortable with me, but I guess it ended into something so much beautiful.
"So? Lunch?" Tanong ko rito matapos pahupain ang init sa pagitan namin.
She let out a sigh and turn her back away from me. Napailing na lang ako sa iginawi nito. Tumagilid ako at saka humarap rito. I put soft kiss on her shoulder to hopefully console her. As the lust starts to subside, comes the dreadful reality that we both need to face.
"I'm sorry..." Mahinang wika ko. "Alam kong sobrang huli na nang paghingi ko ng tawad."
No response from her. I can see her eyes that is voided with emotions from the mirror on the side of the room. Tumingin ito sa salamin dahilan upang saglit na magtama ang mga mata namin.
"I'm sorry. This might sound like a bullshit request, but I really want us to work." Dinampian ko ng halik ang gilid ng pisngi nito. "Give us a chance please, I promise I will make you happy this time."
Humarap ito sa akin. I really hate it when I cannot read what she is thinking. It makes me feel like as if I am walking on a thin glass that could fall apart any second.
"Tell me Dream, do you even love me?" Mahinang tanong nito dahilan upang matigilan ako.
That is one simple question coming from her but I found myself struggling for the right words to answer her. Do I love her? I know I do. But despite that fact, I still ended up hurting her to the point that she left Haerai in order to move on. What rights do I have to speak my claim if I haven't really done anything to prove it?
Hinaplos ko ang pisngi nito. However to my dismay, she ended up dodging my hand and stand up from the bed. Napabuntong-hininga na lang ako.
"Let's have our lunch. I'm hungry." Walang emosyon nitong wika saka nagumpisang magbihis.
Nanatili akong nakahiga habang nakatitig rito. Nang mapansin nitong hindi pa ako kumikilos ay humarap ito sa akin na magkasalubong ang kilay.
"What are you waiting for, Dream?" Nakapamewang na tanong nito sa akin.
Imbes na maasar ay napangiti ako sa inasal nito. I stand up from the bed and cross the distance between us not minding my nakedness.
"I love you..." I give a quick kiss on her cheeks before I start to pick up all of the my clothes in the floor and the bed. I can't help but smile as I started to put on my clothes. Nanatili naman si Nati na nakatitig sa akin, na tila ba hindi makapaniwala sa kanyang narinig.
Nang matapos akong makapagbihis ay naroon pa ito kaya naman hinawakan ko ang kamay niya at saka hinila ito palapit sa akin. I lean down towards her, capturing her lips in a soft short kiss.
"No worries, I'm willing to wait until you can respond it. For now, let me love you. Give me a chance to make you happy and make it up to you." Wika ko saka muli itong tinaniman ng halik sa gilid ng labi.
I have a feeling that it will be a long shot before we can get to that point, but I am willing to wait for her. I know it will be worth the wait.
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