COVER BY @SEKRETONGMALUPYET
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"Can you actually do something right for once in your life!?..."
"I said I'm sorry!...."
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A YOUNG Y/N LOOKED AT HIMSELF in the mirror. Tears swelling up in his eye. He studied the features of his face, scrunching up in disgust. Which led to more tears falling as he felt it smoothly slide through down cheek.
His lips started to quiver.
And then behind him, his breath started to get heavier as Mikael's figure popped up. He grinned menacingly as he stared right at the reflection's eyes.
He stepped forward, brining his arms back before--
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PRESENT Y/N frantically sat up from his slumber. It was just another memory. The sweat dripping down from his forehead. His palms flat on his mattress, not bed. Just mattress. It was set in the middle of the room.
He panted heavily, doing his best to catch a rhythm with his breathing.
The more he stayed alone, the more the thoughts started to swarm his head.
He got up from his mattress, jogging through as he entered the bathroom. Even though he lived alone, he still locked the door. This was how much he wanted to hide it all.
Y/N looked at himself in the mirror, reminiscing that memory. His lips started to frown. As he stopped staring at his own face, he landed his eyes on the features of his face, scrunching in disgust. His hands shakily reaching up for his morning pills as he shoved them in his mouth.
A dry glass of water already prepared at the side, which he sipped down.
He blinked, releasing a deep breath.
As his eyes blinked open, a tear falling from his eyes.
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Now that he was given time to think, things have turned for him mentally. Only Fury, to contact unless you want to count the Parkers.
But that was pretty much it.
He could be joyful, sure. But being joyful was different from joy itself. Being joyful was temporary, having true joy lasts longer.
But, he couldn't find joy.
He noticed the frown on his lips, pulling it to force a smile before he let go. It was still there.
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