Secrets (DracoXreader - Book 1)

Chapter 8

* Don't Play song till you see this *song*

**Y/N's POV**

I couldn't sleep so I decided to go for a walk around the castle. Walking down the hall I hear footsteps coming my way, with know where to go I quickly take off my bracelet, put it in my pocket and morph into my wolf self.

**Harry's POV**

"HARRY, HARRY" I jolted up from bed, sweat dripping from my body. "We need to go to Dumbledore now"

Walking down the hall, with my arm swung over Ron's shoulder ,we turned a corner to see a grey wolf staring at us. Odd. The wolf slowly walks around us and leaves.

" Ron" "yes Harry" "that was an Animagus Ron" "how do you know" " because I could tell in the eyes, like Sirius his eyes are human like that even when he his in his dog phase"

**Small Time Skip**

The Weasley family and Snape stood in Dumbledore office. ( yes I know Snape comes in later but deal with it) "Sir, walking down the hall me and Ron ran into a grey wolf, more precisely an Animagus. "A WHAT" the twins yell. Snape's face dropped more than I thought it could. What is so crazy about this, yes an Animagus but why are they acting so crazy " a grey wolf, she was not just a wolf she was an Animagus." "yes, yes well come back to that,"

"In the dream were you standing next to the victim looking down at the scene?"

"Neither it was like a- professor will you please just tell me what's happening"

Dumbledore walks over to one of the painting and says " Arthur's on guard duty tonight make sure he's found by the right people" "sir" "Phileas you must go to your portrait of criminal place, tell them that Arthur Weasley is gravely injured and his children would be arriving there soon." another portrait speaks up " I caught him, they got in Albus, it was close but they think naked or small Dark Lord failed to acquire earth" "thank you" "LOOK AT ME" I yell making Ginny and Dumbledore jump. Deeply breathing in and out I speak up again. " what's happening to me?"

**Y/N's POV- Next morning**

"Y/N, Y/N '' slowly opened my eyes, I saw gingers looking down on me "well hello bo-'''what the hell were you thinking Y/N/N, Harry knows" Fred says. "What do you mean he knows?" I ask sitting up against the bed. "Harry knows that the wolf was an Animagus" George says in a hushed tone "but how?" the boys look around and George jolts up and closes the curtains. " you know Sirius Black?" George asks "yes but why wou-" "Sirius Black is Harry's godfather, and he's an Animagus, so harry noticed it right away" I was speechless, Sirius Black, Harry Potter godfather, merlin's beard! "Y/N dear can I come in" "um yes come in" Madam Pomfrey walks in and gives me a smile and looks at the twins " why hellos boys." "You are good to go dear, boys if you may, could you help her to her dorm" After Madam Pomfrey left I went and got changed and met the twins outside of the wing.

"Ready" the boys say in unison "yes I'm starving the food in there sucks" I say in a hushed tone trying not to say too loudly for Madam Pomfrey to hear. Walking down the hall thoughts run into my head.

Your a slut

Well get away with anything

Snape's snake of a Goddaughter

Whore

" So Y/N our dad got in an...Y/N you okay" "um.. Yeah yeah I'm fine" "no you're not what's wrong" "its just.. They think I'm a slut, a whore, daddy girl, well godfather girl ''''Y/N you know that not true, it's just rumors that will soon enough be forgotten" Fred says "and if they says anything to you we'll beat them up" George says. I giggle, man I have some great friends. " Okay, but give me a piggyback ride '' I say " I'm not doing it I'm old" Fred says looking between me and George "fine lets go ''George says bending down so I can hop on.

Running down the halls on George's back, Fred chasing after us, we stumble into the great hall laughing too loud, making eyes fall on us. "Y/N" I hear my Slytherin friends yell from the table. "Well, see you later Y/N/N '' George says, putting me down, Fred ruffling my hair walked to the Gryffindor table. Goyle and Blaise run up to me and pull me into a bear hug, pansy waiting her turn. "We missed you Y/N/N" Goyle says " oh shove off i need a hug" pansy says shoving the boys off me and hugging me. 'Come on I'm hungry Pansy"

Walking over to the table I see Draco playing with his food. "Hello Crabbe, Malfoy" "good to have you back Y/N/N'' Crabbe says elbowing Draco in the ribs "OW WHAT THE HELL CRABBE" Crabbe clears his throat and glances at me "Gold" he says not even looking at me. After catching up with everyone and eating we head off to classes. "I only have 2 classes today you guys?" They all nod in unison.

*Song*

Walking into Umbitch's class their desks are goon and a big cabinet thing in the middle of the room. " Ms. we already did boggarts in year 3" Granger, one of Harry's friends says. "Yes well we will be going to them again. Boggarts are an amoral shape-shifting non-being that takes on the form of its observer's worst fear. Because of their shape-shifting ability, no one knows what a Boggart looks like when it is alone, as it changes instantly upon encountering someone." she says. "Line up and we will begging, Now remember "Ridiculous' 'why the hell would we say that" I say turning to Blaise. "It changes your fear into something funny." Walking into line I end up in front Fred. "hey knucklehead," Fred says jokingly, punching my shoulder. "Hi Fred" Looking ahead, I'm 4th in line. " You're up Y/N/N" Fred says lightly pushing me up. The boggarts start to twist and turn until it lands on the ground. Shit. Looking at the boggarts it's me as my wolf self attacking the death eater and my parents. God so much blood. Pulling my wand up the wolf faces me and starts to walk in front of me. "Wait, that's the wolf I saw last night" I could hear Harry say. "Ri- Ri" I stutter, tears fill my eyes as the wolf gets closer to me. "RIDICULOUS" Blaise jumps in front of me, turning the wolf into a stuffed animal. I run off the classroom, Fred, George, and Blaise not far behind me yelling my name. Running into the abandoned girls bathroom, I lean against the sink looking at myself in the mirror.

**Self harm part (please skip if not comfy for you)**

God damnit. BAMN! My knuckles smashed into the mirrors, glass flew to the ground. I slide down onto the ground, tears running down my face. "AHHHH!"looking at the scar on my leg from where the death eater inserted the potion. Grabbing a piece of glass from the mirror, I hold it up to my leg. "AHHHH" tears run down my face. The cut on my leg now is dripping blood onto the floor blending with the water. "Y/N, we're coming in"

** end of SH part (SH= self harm)**

I quickly lock the doors. Pulling my skirt back down, and I fix the mirror. Unlocking the door the boys all pause and look at me "what I'm fine" I say putting a fake smile on. Limping past the boys trying to make it not look like I'm limping, "yall coming" I say, they all look at each other and run to catch up.

My last class went by fairly quickly, I just wanted to go in my dorm and be left alone. "Class dismissed" walking out of class George comes running up to me " hey Y/N, some friends are meeting up for a secret meeting, so we can actually learn something to protect ourselves from You-Know-Who, you in?" "um.. Sure when?" "Saturday" "okay" I don't know why I said yes, but I guess I'm going now. I didn't feel like going to lunch so I just went back to my dorm and took a nap.

Getting to my dorm, I changed into shorts and a crop top. Seeing my cut is still bleeding, I clean, and rap my leg. I take a quick look at the clock and read 3:56. I'll wake up at 6 for dinner.

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