Mikasa X Eren: An Unknown Love

I'll Make Her

 Eren POV

I stood still in the park, still stunned by Mikasa’s reply. I couldn’t believe it, I was rejected. I was prepared for the rejection, yet why did it hurt so much? This feeling was just too painful to bear. Looking at my watch I realised how late it was. I should go home. Grabbing my bag and guitar I chucked them over my shoulders. Keeping my head down the whole time whilst walking home, I ignored the beautiful sky above me. If Mikasa had accepted me, I wanted to tell her how I fell in love with her, why I fell in love with her.

But that was now impossible.

Opening the front door I blanked my mum’s calls and walked upstairs. Closing my bedroom door behind me I looked across my window. Mikasa had drawn her curtains. She probably didn’t want to see my face. I couldn’t blame her. What was I going to do tomorrow? It was the last day of school. Should I talk to her? Yes, of course. There was no point in ignoring her. I wasn’t going to see her in summer. After all I was going to Germany for the six week holiday, so I should take this opportunity to spend more time with her.

Actually, what was the point of sulking?

I should ask her why I wasn’t good enough for her. If she said I was too stupid, I’ll become smart. If she said I was too weak, I’ll become stronger. Whatever she wants me to be, I’ll be just that. Why was I being so negative? If she doesn’t love me, I’ll make her fall in love with me. Grinning at myself I shouted out ‘I’m pumped up!’

At that moment my mum barged into my room then hit my head, ‘Shut up! We’re trying to get to sleep!’ I laughed at her then hugged my mum tightly. For someone who just got rejected I feel pretty good.