Mikasa X Eren: An Unknown Love

I Need To Talk

Mikasa POV

I can't tell him. Yet I can't lie to him. As I was about to pour my heart out to him the school bell went off. I rub my eyes then walk away from him, but he pulls me back. 'Do you expect me to just ignore this?' Eren looked angry and offended as if I had insulted him.

I looked away and say, 'It doesn't matter.' Eren was about to grab me again but I dodged his hand and walked away quickly.

I couldn't take this. I thought I could do it, but I can't. I need to talk to Historia about this.

After school

I walked past Eren and went straight towards Historia. 'I need to talk to you.'

She looked up at me then sighed; she packed her bag and said 'Fine, let's go.' I followed her and blanked Eren. It's best if I don't talk to him for now. Once I solve this issue, I won't lie to him. I know it's probably selfish of me, but lying was something I hated doing. Especially lying to the one I love. I didn't like how I was spending my last day of the school year though, I wanted to spend it with my friends and have a good time, but I had unsolved business to get done and over with.

We both walked outside of school together not saying a single word to each other. After all we hated each other's guts so it was understandable. We walked far away and for a long time we continued walking until we were next to a shopping mall. This was the place where I had spent my weekend with the others, once I've talked to Historia I plan on having a long girl talk with Annie and Petra. We sat down on a bench not looking at each other. 'Historia, I'm not going to do what you want me to do.' I said strictly.

She smiled, 'I knew you'd react like that, but I'm surprised you'd retaliate after one day. You must really love him.' Turning her head to look at me she stared at me with her blue empty eyes, I couldn't see anything there but hatred. 'He's mine and we're leaving it at that.' Why was she so persistent?

She pushed herself off her feet then walked away. No I couldn't handle this anymore. I chased after her but she went ahead quickly. All of a sudden people came out of nowhere and they were pushing me away. People were pushing me away from her but I used my arms to force them away from me. I couldn't stand this. I couldn't stand not being with Eren. Historia intended to keep us away from each other; however, doing that was impossible.

From the beginning I knew Eren was special, I just couldn't accept it though. I was scared he was going to be like the other people I had met. People who had befriended me then discarded me, people who bullied me pushing me down to my feet. Eren wasn't like that though. And because of him, I was able to change.

Finally reaching Historia I grasped her wrist. 'Don't be so selfish, just because you know you're going to lose, don't just run away!' I shouted at her. She frowned at me with tears caught in her eyes. She knew it. Instead of feeling angry at her, I immediately pitied her. Just like me, she fell in love with someone, just like any teenage girl.

Pushing my hand away from her she took a step back on to the road. Suddenly a car was charging down the road, before the car hit Historia, I stepped out on to the road and pushed her away.

Looking to my right I could see the headlights of the car shining brightly.

All of a sudden it went black...