Mysterious (mattheo riddle x reader)

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I woke up in my room. That pill was making my stomach strange.

The quantity of drink made my head hurt.

Today was the day. We were going to hogwarts, and the plan was snape become the new head master.

Everytime that I closed my eyes I could still see dumbledore falling off the astronomy tower,

that's why under my eyes were dark circles, and I was always really tired.

I tried to hide this scenes with drugs, drinks, and hooking ups.

In the moment it worked, but after I was like a trash.

I got up from my bed, and took my shower. I was really needing a time for myself.

when I was in the shower, I took this time to think.

Wow how I was this stupid.

I thought about all the things that I did to theo, and I was shocked.

Like really I slept with his father, and he was still with me.

I couldn't understand why.

I finished my shower, and went downstairs to breakfast.

Pansy, blaise, theo, and draco were already there, eating.

I sat by theo's side, he gave me a kiss, and said in a deep voice "good morning love" I smiled.

Draco rolled his eyes,

pansy and blaise were flirting with each other. It was so funny because they were already together, but still flirted.

After we ate, we got our trunks and waited on the couch for narcissa.

I was seating with my leg interlaced with theo's thighs.

I knew what I was doing to him.

Everyone could see.

He smirked, and put his hand on my leg, helping hide his pants.

Draco was watching us very carefully.

How he didn't understood that I had a boyfriend, and he couldn't just make my mind to stay with him.

Pansy and blaise were kissing each other.

Not news.

They always did that, in the most strangest places.

I'm not judging me and theo liked public places too.

Narcissa came, and we stopped everything that we were doing.

We got our trunks and apparated.

The same smell as always.

It was the last time that I was going to that station, of course that I didn't knew at the time. But it was.

Voldemort was each time gaining more power.

Students didn't believed that hogwarts was safe anymore.

At our surrounding everytime had something saying that dumbledore was dead,

And that snape was the new headmaster.

the train was really empty.

Even the madam of the cart, that always was happy, and gentle, was now with a concerned face, and sometimes didn't go to certain compartments, like ours.

Draco was very known as son of lucius malfoy.

That at the time was at azkaban, for being a death eater.

For me it wasn't a problem really, I hated that man.

Draco didn't liked him too, but now everyone knew.

When he passed through people they whispered, and stayed away.

We had come to hogwarts.

It was all so different.

It didn't had light anymore.

The outside of the castle was full of dementors.

I could feel the happiness that I had being taken away. It was so cold. It looked like it was winter.

I got theo's hand, he was cold too.

The weather was strange, it had a type of dark smoke in the air.

All the grass was dead.

We were walking to the school, after the boat ride through the dark lake.

It was all dark, it was really difficult to see. A new professor, was leading us. No one dared to say a word. They were just looking at each other with faces like 'why I'm here', or 'can I go back'.

We entered the great hall, it was all empty, we were the first to come.

I saw professors that remained with us, Mcgonagall, flitwick, two new teachers, and in the middle snape.

He was siting in dumbledore's most known chair.

He was with that same disgusting face, and that oily hair, that he never washed.

I controlled myself not to laugh.

I sat on the slytherin table, that was the fullest table.

It had only 15 students from gryffindor, 20 from ravenclaw, and 7 from hufflepuff.

I looked to the gryffindor table, and I didn't saw harry, ron, or hermione.

Strange.

When everyone had come, snape started talking, "as you all know dumbledore is dead" the room was completely silent,

"and there will be changes" he said slowly,

"starting by the headmaster that will be well me, our two new professors, alecto carrow, and amycus carrow, they will teach muggle studies".

I've remember seeing them on our death eater reunion.

Voldemort was really placing death eaters inside everything.

Pansy seemed to want to say something, but she refused, and just turned back her attention to snape.

While snape was saying his speech, I could see that almost every teacher was with the same face, the one as they were scared.

Hogwarts wasn't a safe place anymore.

He told us that all the owls would be checked, and our curfew would be postponed by 6pm.

I hated him more than ever.

I just wanted to get my wand and do a crucio on him.

I looked to the side, and I saw draco really close to a girl.

Astoria grengrass.

I knew he wasn't mine, but she was just to close to him.

I wanted to get in the middle of them.

I looked to my pocket, and I could see my wand, I just wanted to get my wand and point to snape, and to astoria.

Why I wanted to do this ?

I gave a deep breath that made theo look at me,

"are you ok ?" He asked,

"yeah" I lied.

Snape finished his speech, and we ate.

I went to my dorm, and lay down on my bed. I completely turned down.

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