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I woke up out my sleep shaking and sweating and I thought to myself "fuck not again". These damn nightmares I thought I was over this shit bruh. I looked over at Don seeing him looking at my exactly the same way he did the night before.
"You straight ma" he said rubbing my thighs we had been in a whole different county for about a week I finally got my p.o off my back by telling him i was on "A suprise vacation and forgot to call".
"No bruh FUCKK I'm sick of this shit" I said with my hands in my face tryna hide my tears
"Tell me what they about, you know I'll never judge you"
"About my dad.... I keep getting fucking flashbacks of that same night bruh I can't get it out my fucking head" I cried into my hands
"The night you killed him?" He moved my hands off my face and wiped my tears
"No 2 years before that, I had just got out the tub about to go to sleep, and he came in there with 3 mean, I screamed all night for my mom crying help nobody heard me. That shit went on for 2 more years until I started fighting back. I saw him walk into Bri room the same why he came into mines, I couldn't let him do that to her. I grabbed the hammer out of the kitchen running behind him hitting him in the head over, and over, and over again until I felt good, until I saw blood. She watched the whole thing she didn't even know what was going on. Mya called the cops after seeing he wasn't breathing and blood everywhere. I WAS THE DAMN VICTIM they were worried about the dead man on the floor not the girl who had been raped for 2 years straight." I cried, breaking down in tears. My first time talking about that shit in 10 fucking years.
"C'mere" he let his seat back signaling me to sit on his lap. I got on top of him in the baby position and he held me rocking my tough ass.
"Why Yeen tell Mya and Bri what happened, do they even remember" He said looking at me
"No all Bri saw was dad walking in her room with his friends and me killing him, Mya was so traumatized she don't remember it at all and I don't wanna ruin how they look at they dad because of me, that's why I haven't told them. Hell the wouldn't believe me either, I just wanted to protect them. And they haven't supported me in shit they didn't even come to court, I got charged AS A FUCKING ADULT, when I just got done going through puberty. I was in there with all them big ass bitches"I said laying on his chest
"Did they rape you in there" it sounded like he ain't wanna ask
"Fuck no the first bitch who tried me a swung on dey ass, lockdown was fucking horrible" I laughed and told him
"You one thought ass female, that's why I fuck wit you" he kissed my lips
"I'm hungry like hungry asfc" I said giggling
"I should've known yo ass been eating like a pregnant bitch"
"Boy I am not pregnant, I haven't even been throwing up or nun" I said
"I wanna have a baby with you one day tho, Frl we would make a cute ass baby" he said smirking
