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Chapter 1

' I'm afraid of what I feel. '

Year 845
Wall rose ,Trost District

Y/N's pov

Today is very nice summer day.
kids playing, women stroll around market, men drinking their life away, overall, another NORMAL DAY .

Over these past few years since me and jean became friends, a lot of things changed. Jean became more cocky and somehow a jerk toward other kids and would sometimes lash out at his
mother. I think it's some kind of a defense mechanism.

As much as a jerk he is, he never talked or acted harshly with me , With an exception of our normal teasing.
I mean , he wouldn't dare because he knows I'll beat his ass.

And me, I grew out of my bubbly personality ,Not that I was so cheerful but still. You can say I became more laid back and sarcasm became part of me.

Despite that, our bond became Much stronger. We actually are a very good duo if I say. Other kids don't dare to mess with us anymore.
Or should I say , with me. 'cause jean being an idiot he is , would always pick up fights. And I go after him to clean up the mess he created.

BUT there's always something that can ruin your day. For my case, it's this weird feeling I have in my stomach.
It's been few days since I have this
feeling.
At first I thought it was a stomachache, but after drinking lots of poison_ I mean herbal tea, it didn't work.

Now here I am, laying down under a tree, with jean beside me , Rambling on and on about how his mother annoys him.
I roll my eyes and sigh loudly "ok jean_ boy I get it, you don't like your mother looking at for you" I interrupt him. Jean turns and glares at me" I told to not call me that Y/N" I smirk at him.
"and since when I care about what you say?" he gritted his teeth and pinchs my cheek." Hey ! That hurt you jerk " I pout and rub my cheek.
"and when did I care?" he replied back with a shit eating smirk.
I huff and smile "fair enough".
And with that , we fell in a comfortable silence , looking at sky.

'oh here's that God awful feeling.'

I thought as I wrap my arms around my torso to soothe the ache.
That seems to catch jean's attention " what's wrong?" he ask as he sits up. " Nothing, just my stomach. It feels so weird " I grunt.

Jean comes closer." did you go to a doctor?" I shake my head .
"no , it's not a stomachache.... it's more like a....Gut feeling?" I continue ." I feel like something bad gonna happen, you know?" I turn my head to look at jean.
He hums and puts his hand on his chin , thinking.
"I don't know about that...but what's gonna go wrong anyway?" he shrugs. "try not to think about it ". I let out a sigh looking back at sky .'easy for you to say'.

" hey come on we should go home now , It's gonna be dark soon." jean says and stands up, offering a hand to me. Grabbing his hand, I pull myself off the ground before pat my clothes to get rid of dirt .
We both walk down the road to our homes. We were talking about random things as we heard the bell rang and some garrison soldiers running past us , hurriedly toward the main street, while shouting among themselves.

I frown " what do you think
happened ?" I ask . Jean shrugs."dunno, but let's find out!" he grins and grabs my wrist , pulling me with him.
We followed those soldiers till we reached the food storages.

There was a large amount of people there. They All had this blank look on their faces. My frown deepen as I saw kids, looking around, probably lost .
"w_what the hell just happened to them?" I mumble to myself but jean heard me.
"it's like...they came from outside the walls" he mumbles back, while sweat drops.

I look around and saw a group of soldiers near us. I focus on hearing what they were saying ,To only get a little bit of their conversation.
"Wall maria ....Titans........over50meter....shiganshina.......fallen." my eyes widen in terror and stumble backwards only for jean catching me. " o_oi , you okay?? " he asks nervously .
"...wall maria has fallen." I exclaimed in disbelief. "Huh?? H_how did it
happened??" he gasps.
"t_they say a titan taller than wall breached it" I gulp at the realization as I pull myself away from him.

"I knew something bad was gonna happen.....but this? I would never thought of this in million years." I slap my hand over my mouth as I Tried to hold back tears.
Jean pulls me in a hug, rubbing my back.
"it's not your fault Y/N...you didn't know."

'Yeah....The problem is , I'll never know.'

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