|𝚋𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚎 𝚎𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚑 𝚐!𝚙 𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜|

Xanny 🚬

"What is it about them", a green and black haired female came up to me and said.

"I must be missing something", she said again continuing to look at me.

"Well, they just keep doing nothing if I'm being honest", I finally told her.

"Anyways I'm too intoxicated to be scared", I said finally looking at her.

"Well I think you're better off without them, cause they're nothing but unstable", she said seriously.

I just laughed at her.

"And they aren't even sharing it... they're taking it like there lives depend on it"she spoke up

"We'll bring ashtrays to the table... and that's about the only thing they share", I smiled at her.

"My names Billie", she told me as she stuck out her hand.

"Well Billie... I'm Y/N"I shook her hand

She pulled it away as she covered her mouth and started coughing.

"I'm in their second hand smoke how can you stand this?" She said

"And you're still just drinking canned coke", I said as I popped a Xanax.

"At least I don't need xanny to feel better", she remarked.

We got quiet for a few seconds and I took a shot of alcohol.

"On designated drives home I'll be the only one who's not stoned so do you need a ride?, she asked me.

"Sure", I told her as I put my hand out offering her an Xanax.

"Don't give me xanny now or ever",Billie told me sternly.

It was about 11pm now and the person who supplies all of the drugs just got to the party.

"Why is he so late?", Billie said loudly over the music.

"They wake up at sundown plus they're always late to ever party, and they're never sorry", I yelled back over to her.

She stood up

"Wanna dance?", bil asked me

"Well I'm too inebriated now to dance", she looked sad for a moment before walking to the kitchen.

I grabbed my cup and drunk some more alcohol that was in it before getting up and following her to the kitchen.

She looked at everybody in the kitchen and saw them looking crazy or sexy.

I leaned over in her ear and she jumped because she was suprised.

"In the morning when they come down... there pretty heads will be hurting"

"Let me guess because they're awfully bad at learning", she said unamused.

"Because they make them same mistakes and blame circumstances", I said pouring myself another cup of alcohol.

Someone blew smoke in Billies face.

"Uhh I'm still in their 2nd hand smoke I thought I could get away by coming in here", she said

She took a sip of her coke

"Still just drinking canned coke?"I laughed

"At least I don't need xanny to feel better", she replied.

"Why are you at a party like this anyways?" I slurred.

"I was bored my house is right down the street , are you drunk?"she said concerned.

"I can still take you home I'm the only one whose not stoned", she said walking towards me, I walked backwards tripping on air.

"Only if you try Xanax once", I slurred.

"I'm not with that peer pressure shit so don't give me xanny now or ever!" She raised her voice.

She picked me up and threw me over her shoulder.

She walked up outside and put me down to find her keys.

When she found them she walked up to me with our faces a little closer together

I was way to drunk to comprehend what as happening.

I laughed and pushed her away

"Please don't try to kiss me on the sidewalk", I slurred as I laughed

"What on your cigarette break?"she said defensively.

"I-"

"Anyways I can't afford to love someone -"she started

"What who isn't dying by mistake in a silver lake or something", I said irritated.

"Just get in the car", she mumbled

I walked around to the passenger side and got in.

I told her where my house was and we started driving

We finally got to my house and she looked at me

"What is it about them, I must be missing something"she said lowly

"Like I told u earlier they just keep doing nothing", I told her

"It could kill you", she said worried.

"Well I guess I'm too intoxicated to be scared"

She sighed

I grabbed the car handle.

"Just calm down", she said .

"Well I'm hurting", I said on the verge of tears.

"Well I'm still learning to be ok too, you can too if you let me help you"

"You wouldn't want someone like me", I told her

"How do u know that, my number is already in you're phone", she said

"How-"

"Don't ask questions you don't wanna know", she said

We both laughed.

"Well see you Billie", I said opening the door.

"Call me when you get in little one"

"I will I will, thank you", I said genuinely.

"Anytime , how about tomorrow when you're sober i Come get you?"

"I would love that", I told her

That's as the last thing I said before I walked out her car and went into my house

Maybe she's right

I don't need xanny to feel better