Perceptive-Kawagata Haikyuu Rare Ship

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Previously(Can skip, I am just recalling)

Kawanishi's pov

Yamagata had just left my house and I couldn't stop smiling. I had never felt so happy before. I ran to my room with joy. I jumped onto my bed facing the ceiling. My legs kicking in the air, and hands gripping onto my shirt. I knew that this reaction was caused because of Yamagata but I couldn't complain! I loved this feeling. Suddenly I hear my ring tone going off. I checked to see who it was, to my surprise it was a FaceTime from Shirabu. Shirabu never really FaceTimes me unless it was urgent or seriously important. I answered to see what he wanted. He was with Goshiki and they were both smiling at me. "What?" I asked. "So how was the hangout with Yamagata at your house?!" Goshiki asked with joy. "Uh how did you know that we hung out at my house? I didn't tell you guys." I said. "We followed you guys." Shirabu answered directly. I sighed with a slight smile and disappointment.
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After talking for a bit Shirabu hung up. I shrugged and chuckled a bit. I started to wonder why Yamagata was blushing a lot earlier. Then it hit me, he must've saw me change. After thinking of that conclusion I got a bit flustered. I checked the time to see it was 6:00 pm and Yamagata had left at 5:30 pm. I didn't have much to do so I decided to rest a bit. That was until tendou called the shiratorizawa gc. Of course it was FaceTime but I decided to answer. I waited to see who else would answer before I turned on my mic and camera. Shirabu, Ushijima, Yamagata, and Semi had answered. Goshiki was near Shirabu so he didn't answer. "What" i said in a angery voice. "Oh nothing i was just checking up on you guys!" Tendou exclaimed. We all started to talk except Yamagata. Which confused me since he always talks to us. He ended up leaving without saying a word. I shrugged it off and continued to talk.
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After a hour or two everyone left the call including me. It was 8:45 pm and I decided to eat dinner. I got up and made myself some food. After I ate I went to sleep early. I was still thinking about why Yamagata left without saying anything which kept my mind a bit away from sleeping. But after a while I ended up sleeping at 9:30 pm.
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This is the same but Yamagata's pov
TW: ABUSE, CURSING, TRIGGERING WORDS, HOMOPHOIBIA, MENTAL BREAKDOWNS, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, AND ANGST

Yamagata's pov

I just left Kawanishi's house and while I was walking back, the smile I had slowly faded away, remembering that my dad was home. My father hated the Lgbtq+ and me. He hated me because my mother left him,since he cheated, which I don't understand why it is my fault. I assume it is because I have her eyes. He would always discourage me or yell at me, nothing more. But today was very different. When I entered the house I thought that he was asleep, but boy was I wrong. Right when I took off my shoes I felt something hit my face, I closed my eyes in the action. When I opened them I say blood pouring out my nose. He had threw a wooden stick at face, directly at my nose. I was somewhat.. shocked? He had never hit me since I reminded him of my mom. I looked at him, seeing nothing but fuming anger. "I knew you were gay! I saw going to that boys house, smiling and laughing! I knew you were a mistake, but never a f@ggot!"

"SO YOU FOLLOWED ME WITHOUT CONCENT?!" I managed to say with pure fear. No answer. But what happened next was something I could NEVER forget. He took out something sharp and threw it to my face, more blood. I fell onto the ground, soon being dragged and beaten up. After a while of being abused I managed to get up and run to my room with tears falling. I locked myself and started balling out tears. I was choking on my breathe. I suddenly hear my phone ringing from my pocket.

It was the gc? I answered thinking it'll cheer me up. It did, hearing them laughing, mocking each other, gossiping, and yelling made me smile. After a while I left, thinking to rest my head. But right when I left I couldn't help but remember my father's words. "Gay!" "F@ggot" "Mistake!" And ongoing curses. "I want to end it all" I whisper to myself. But washed it away. I went to the bathroom connected to my room, washing my tears and blood off. The on my face wounds looked temporary. But the ones of my body looked like they'd last a while. I knew I had to hide them so I don't worry my friends. But I decided to plan that tomorrow, Saturday. I changed my clothes and head to bed, falling asleep within a minute.
____________________________________________________________________Yamagata's pov

I just left Kawanishi's house and while I was walking back, the smile I had slowly faded away, remembering that my dad was home. My father hated the Lgbtq+ and me. He hated me because my mother left him,since he cheated, which I don't understand why it is my fault. I assume it is because I have her eyes. He would always discourage me or yell at me, nothing more. But today was very different. When I entered the house I thought that he was asleep, but boy was I wrong. Right when I took off my shoes I felt something hit my face, I closed my eyes in the action. When I opened them I say blood pouring out my nose. He had threw a wooden stick at face, directly at my nose. I was somewhat.. shocked? He had never hit me since I reminded him of my mom. I looked at him, seeing nothing but fuming anger. "I knew you were gay! I saw going to that boys house, smiling and laughing! I knew you were a mistake, but never a f@ggot!"

"SO YOU FOLLOWED ME WITHOUT CONCENT?!" I managed to say with pure fear. No answer. But what happened next was something I could NEVER forget. He took out something sharp and threw it to my face, more blood. I fell onto the ground, soon being dragged and beaten up. After a while of being abused I managed to get up and run to my room with tears falling. I locked myself and started balling out tears. I was choking on my breathe. I suddenly hear my phone ringing from my pocket.

It was the gc? I answered thinking it'll cheer me up. It did, hearing them laughing, mocking each other, gossiping, and yelling made me smile. After a while I left, thinking to rest my head. But right when I left I couldn't help but remember my father's words. "Gay!" "F@ggot" "Mistake!" And ongoing curses. "I want to end it all" I whisper to myself. But washed it away. I went to the bathroom connected to my room, washing my tears and blood off. The on my face wounds looked temporary. But the ones of my body looked like they'd last a while. I knew I had to hide them so I don't worry my friends. But I decided to plan that tomorrow, Saturday. I changed my clothes and head to bed, falling asleep within a minute.
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Lmfao I came back and chose tears