[story contains alcohol abuse,
i sat on the floor of my apartment watching as billie collects her things 'please..'i say quietly 'shut the fuck up y/n' she snaps quickly 'you fucked up' she adds before putting her last thing into the bag, she walked over to the door and walked out closing it behind her
i laugh quietly at my stupidity as i sit at the bar it's 1 am, i've had eight glasses in the last 2 hours, i look up and order another drink 'don't you think you've had enough' jacob said turning to me as i finished my drink, i shook my head and ordered another one 'i know you miss her and it hurts...but you're killing yourself' he says with his voice laced with concern 'it was your idea to try and forget about her, so that's what i'm doing' i say as i take my 10th drink in the last 2 hours 'but your going to far' jacob replies as he takes my drink from me 'it's not that bad, i'm not even fucking drunk yet!' i shout taking it back and drinking it 'we are leaving' he says standing up grabbing his jacket, i stay sat down, i didn't even look back at him 'you can, i'm not' i say taking another drink 'fine i'm done trying to help you' jacob says before walking out
a few more drinks later and the bartender comes up to me 'im gunna have to cut you off' he says watching me finish my drink 'fine' i mumble, i leave the money for the drinks and get up, i stumble through the club to the exit
the cold air hits me and i let out a breath 'fuck..'i whisper as i lean against the wall, i stand up right trying not to fall, i feel someone wrap their arms around my waist holding me upright 'g-get the fffuck off me' i say slightly slurring my words 'if you wanna fall over then sure' they say laughing slightly 'i d-d-don't caree' i say again pushing them off me, i pull my phone out and called for an uber to my apartment
claudias pov
i step out of the club and see y/n struggling to keep her balance, i put my arms around her waist to keep her from falling 'g-get the fffuck off me' she whined slurring her words, i laugh slightly at how drunk she is 'if you wanna fall over then sure' i say still keeping hold of her 'i d-d-don't caree' she says pushing me off her and trying to walk away, she pulls out her phone and called for an uber, im assuming to her apartment, i feel someone tap my shoulder as y/n climbs into the uber, i turn around to see billie 'hey bil' i say smiling 'who was that?' she asks standing next to me 'uh y/n' i say awkwardly 'what was she doing here?' billie asks sitting on the floor next to me 'she could barely stand' i say sitting next to her 'drunk?' she asks looking me 'really fucking drunk, she didn't even recognise me' i say laughing slightly, billie sighs standing up 'where are you going?' i ask still sat on the floor 'to check on y/n' billie answers helping me up
y/ns pov
i pay the uber and get out, i walk...well sort of up to my apart building, i get half way up the stairs and sit down i curse myself for having an apartment on the top floor, i sit there with my head in my hands
i sir there for almost an hour almost passing out, i fell hear someone walk up the stairs and stop in front of me they sigh and tap my shoulder 'come on y/n lets get you home' they say, i look up and take their hand to stand up, they put my arm around their shoulders and put their arm around my waist
once we get to my apartment i take my keys out and try to open the door 'y/n.... that's the wrong one' the person says grabbing my keys from me and unlocking another door, i walk through the door and over to my couch, i sit down sinking into it 'why'd you get like this y/n' i hear behind me 'because i was stupid, and fucked up realll bad, and i need to try and forget'i say putting my head down 'so you got drunk?' they say walking around to face me, i nod as tears fill my eyes 'fuck, im so dumb, i lost the most amazing person by getting drunk and making a stupid mistake' i say wiping my eyes 'i'm sure all you gotta do is call them and explain everything' they say smirking 'y-you look kinda like her..' i say standing up 'oh really.. you should probably sit back down' they say putting their hands on on my shoulder, someone else comes up to us and and they start talking
i move out of the way and walk into the kitchen while they're talking, i pulled out my phone and went straight to billies contact
billie <3
hey bil, i know you probably don't want to her from me right now and you won't like the fact its over text but, im really sorry,i made a mistake, a really stupid mistake, i didn't want to cheaton you, i got really drunk...i am really drunk thats why im texting youi love you bil, i always have and always will
i send it off and climbed onto the counter to find my stash on top of the cupboard, i grabbed a bottle and sat on the counter opening it 'billie i'm not leaving you too take care of her' one of them shouted, i started drinking straight from the bottle 'claudia, i can do it, i've dont it before' billie answered walking claudia over to the door
once claudia had left billie came over to the kitchen and took the bottle off me, it was already half empty 'cmon y/n get down' she said standing in front of me, i shook my head and pulled my feet up onto the counter, she grabbed my hands gently 'please, come down' she said looking at pouting 'b-billieee....why are you here?' i ask looing into her eyes 'because you're really drunk y/n, now get down so i can take care of you' she replied
i sat up right while hugging my knees and looked at her 'why d-don't you just l-leave me t-t-t-to take care o-of my s-s-self' i say jumping down, i stumble and fall into billie, she wraps her arms around me and holds me upright 'i think you should drink some water..' billie says walking over to the couch with me 'billie go h-hhome' i say trying to push her over to the door 'i'm not your p-problem anymore' i add as she turns around 'it's fine,let me help' billie responds
i shake my head and close my eyes, i feel billie pick me up i keep my eyes closed while she walks
billies pov
it kind of hurt to hear y/n tell me to go home and that she's not my problem anymore, she never was a problem, she just made a dumb mistake and i overreacted, i really missed y/n these past few weeks, and i hate seeing her like this
i lowered y/n down onto the couch out of my arms and grabbed a blanket, i draped it over he, she looked adorable
i walked back into the kitchen and filled a glass up with water, i walked back to the living room and saw y/n staring blankly at the tv, i cleared my throat and handed her the water, she took the glass and stared at it before looking up at me 'im sorry..' she mumbled not breaking eye contact 'i know y/n' i say back putting my hand up to her cheek 'i'm so sorry billie.. i didn't want to.. give me another chance please' y/n pleads as tears start streaming down her face, i wipe her tears away and kiss her on the forehead 'i'll think about it' i reply smiling, she smiles back before looing at the water again ' drink it ' i stay stood in front of her as she starts to drink it, she finishes it and places the glass on the floor
i sit beside her on the couch and turn the tv on, a random show starts playing, i don't bother to change it, so i just let it play while i scroll through my phone for a while
i noticed y/n had been quiet for a while, i look up to see her passed out with the blanket wrapped around her, i smile and kiss her cheek
