based off this mother fucker:
this gunna be in billies pov
the lonely nights, i used to touch up on your thigh
i miss y/n and i sitting in bed together watching s movie, her head on my chest, my hand resting on her thigh, occasionally moving it up, teasing her
i used to hate it when you always cry, i used to hate it when we always fight
we would often fight, we'd get complaints from the neighbours, y/n would always end up in tears from our screaming matches even if it was her who started, i hated myself for it
the lonely nights
im so alone now, i miss her alot, i can barely sleep from not being with her, i miss being with her so much, i wish i could i just talk to her atleast
i wake up, say my grace and close my eyes
every day is the same thing over and over, i wake up do the same shit, then sleep, im not a religious person, but i will pray if it means i can have her back
i miss when you were right here by my side
we used to spend every day together, we would do everything together, get dinner together, go out together, sleep in the same bed, we were never apart
i miss the glare that you had in your eyes
i walk past her sometimes when i go to the store, i look into her eyes every now and then, they look dull, still beautiful, but dull
the lonely nights
i'm getting weaker as the days go by
i feel lost, like i can't do anything without her, like i lost half of me
i look up in the sky and ask out 'why?'
i find myself layed on the grass in my backyard looking up at the sky, i often ask 'why did it have to end' or 'what did i do?'
i need to renounce to my soul i cry
i need to fix myself, show her that i still love her, that i never stopped loving her
the song basically just repeats after that lmao
it has been stuck in my head all fucking day bro like damn
also i gotta take another covid test cus the results came back inconclusive :')
