after i gave up

Chapter 9_ hollowness

1.i wish i could go back
and start over
for more

2.nobody ever taught me poetry
it just came
and never
left.

3.when you read this
BREATHE
every line
CONSUME
every line
LIVE
every emotion

4.you were always
always between having me
and losing me
but closer to the latter
i suspect

5.i am not happy
i am not sad
just there
~still

6.everything is
beautiful
you just need to
know how to look

7.your art will always
be more about your pain
than your happiness
that's how art works...

8.when we sit under the moonlight
and hold hands
i want to feel safe
that's something rare for me to feel

9.the strings of
our hearts
are entangled

10.nothing can change my love
its eternal
till infinity

11.i hate when people say
at least we are under the same sky
but honey
the land we walk on
yours is wet mine dry

12.if there would a word for me
it would be
hollow
under these walls
there is nothing left

13.i wish i would explode
i can't carry this amount
of hopelessness

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