letters l.fl + h.hj

🍁005

dear hyunjin,

i remember as kids we would
run around the park laughing
our heads off. remember that
astronaut game we used to play?
with changbin, i wonder where he
is now. i hope you find him and make
him your new friend. you used to be
the commander back at the station.
i would be the astronaut and changbin
would be the alien monster. we used
to have so much fun. what happened
to that hyunjin? ah that little nickname
you used to call me. what was it again?
your little lixie. i was your little lixie.
only yours. but not in the way that
you thought. i loved you so much.
everyday i would wait for you to
confess. but you never did.
you were the one that made me
realize that i was gay.
when my parents didn't accept me
you were there for me. you were
always there. i just wanted you to
be there for me again.

love, your little lixie