My Voice - Tsukishima Kei

15- Guilty Sex

"A-Are you okay?" Tadashi asks me nervously.

The two of us are currently the only ones at the table. I made lunch but Kei is showering right now. I've just been staring at Tadashi for the past few minutes, trying to get answers out of his eyes.

It's been a few days since Kei suggested I sleep with Tadashi, and he asked again if I've made my mind up yet. Why is he asking so much anyways? Is Tadashi getting restless?

"Are you trying to sleep with me?" I ask, causing his eyes to widen and for him to almost choke on his saliva.

"H-Huh?!" He sputters. "You're married! I'm telling Tsukki!" He stands up and my eyebrows furrow.

"Wait, what? That wasn't an invitation! You're the one trying to sleep with me!" I stand up as well and he scoffs.

"Don't flatter yourself Eva. Are you mocking me? Just because I like you doesn't mean I can't control myself." He rolls his eyes.

Wait...so he has no idea about this? Kei never even asked him?

"Oh...so you don't know." I sit back down and Tadashi looks beyond confused.

"Don't know what?" He asks as he sits down as well.

"Kei keeps suggesting that you and I sleep together." I sigh and Tadashi's eyes practically pop out of his head.

"WHAT? WHY WOULD HE SAY THAT?" He yells and I shrug.

With perfect timing, Kei walks into the dining room and sits down.

"The food looks great babe. Are you guys ready to eat?" He asks and we turn to look at him.

"Tsukki...how am I supposed to sleep with Eva? Why would I do that?" Tadashi asks. He looks like he's freaking out.

"Oh. I wanted to talk to you privately about that today." Kei says nonchalantly as he begins to put food on both of our plates. "Just once or something."

Tadashi looks at him like he's crazy and I perk up as I have a wonderful idea.

Tadashi wouldn't agree to this. I mean, look at him.

"Otto, you want my answer already. Right?" I ask and he turns to me with a nod. "Okay. I'll agree if Tadashi does." I shrug and his eyes widen.

Kei grabs my hand and kisses my forehead.

"Alright."

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"HE WHAT?" I exclaim, feeling my heart sink as Kei breaks the news that I'll be sleeping with his best friend.

"He agreed."

It's been a few days since Kei brought it up with Tadashi and I was so sure he wouldn't agree to it.

"I'm going to stay in the living room if you need me." Kei cups my cheeks and I start to feel angry. "Do your best!"

"DON'T SAY THAT TO ME RIGHT NOW YOU PRICK!" I grit my teeth, pushing him away from me.

"Baby, if you don't want to then you can still say no." He reminds me and I huff out a breath.

Yeah, let's give Tadashi false hope and then pull out the last minute. I'll feel even worse.

What the fuck even is this? Kei has really lost his mind.

"I hate you." I turn away from him. "Whatever. I'm going." I begin stomping out of the room.

Kei follows silently behind me as I burst into Tadashi's room. He jumps from his seat on his bed, closing the book he was reading.

"If you cum in her I'll kill you." Kei says blankly before reaching into his pocket and throwing something at his friend.