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you know how you asked me about my siblings?

Tj:
yh sorry about that

Tj:
I didn't realise it was a touchy subject

nono it's fine
I actually want to talk about it

Tj:
wait really?

yh
I've only really ever talked to one person about it
and I feel like I kinda should seen as you trusted me enough to tell me about your problems

Tj:
you know you don't have to if you don't want to

no I do

Tj:
then I'm here to listen :)

haha thanks
well basically
my family's never really been the most fortunate
so my older brother started dealing drugs to help us out
and he even started taking them himself
and one thing lead to another, he pissed off the wrong people and was killed at the age of 17
I was 14 when it happened
we were so close and I felt like I could talk to him about anything but I lost him

Tj:
I'm so so sorry to hear about that

Tj:
it sounds like you really loved him

Tj:
and he must have loved you too if he went to all that trouble

yeah he cared a lot
maybe even a bit too much

Tj:
did your parents know what he was doing?

well my parents are kinda dysfunctional
my dads an alcoholic and my mums barely functioning in general so tbh whether they did or didn't know I don't think it would've made a difference

Tj:
I really am sorry about everything you're going through

Tj:
i feel silly for complaining about my home life now, it nothing compared to what you're going through

nono don't say that
it's not silly if it's hurting you
no one's lives are perfect, some people just have it a little better than others but everyone has their problems
and no matter how big or small problems are problems and if they're causing you pain then you can cope and deal with them however you like

Tj:
I feel like you're comforting me more than I am you lol

lmao it's fine I like helping

Tj:
I'm glad you felt comfortable talking to me about this

and I'm glad too lol
thanks for listening :)

Tj:
anytime :)
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