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jimin
jimin help
I've fucked up
Big time

jimin:
could it be any worse than the time you said your ex's name during sex instead of your girlfriends

well if you consider having bullied someone you really care about and won't even look at you anymore to be worse then yes
yes this is worse

jimin:
I'm so confused

jimin:
what's happened?

so you know that girl I've been talking to for a while

jimin:
hui right?

yeah her
Well it turns out
she's actually Gyunghui...

jimin:
wait

jimin:
Gyunghui as in the Gyunghui I messaged calling her a cow??

unfortunately
yeah

jimin:
omfg

jimin:
that's just majorly fucked up

jimin:
in sooo many ways

jimin:
and she really opened up to you as well didn't she?

yup...

jimin:
pffft oh well

what do you mean 'oh well'

jimin:
let's be real Taehyung

jimin:
with how you and even me and the other guys have treated her for however long it's been, I honestly don't see you or the others stopping simply because you spoke to her

jimin:
and even if you thought having gotten to know her was gonna make a difference it's not like she's ever gonna forgive you anyway

but I want her to
or at least I want her to speak to me again
I never even had that good of a reason to treat her the way I did I just used her as a way to project my anger because of my parents n shit

jimin:
the fact that you don't even have much of a reason is just more reason for her to not forgive you

jimin:
I don't wanna get you down man bc ik for whatever reason you seem to like this girl but you'd be lucky if she ever even says hello to you again

jimin:
I mean would you just forgive someone who's put you through hell and back for God knows how long and then suddenly gained your trust and convinced you to tell them about everything you never really wanted to talk about, just to find out it was the same person both ways

jimin:
no matter what kind of friendship you built in that time that you spoke, she'll see you as nothing more than the duchebag that fucked her over

jimin:
but that's how she's always seen you

jimin:
when you were talking she thought you were an entirely different person

jimin:
that's how she's always seen all of us

jimin:
so join the club buddy

jimin:
I know I'm being harsh but the truth is the truth

jimin:
I wish I could help you mate, I really do but I genuinely don't see this situation getting any better

jimin:
you're better off talking to Jungkook when it comes to this kinda shit

jimin:
but I doubt he'll be able to do much more than I will
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