back in january

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hello, apa khabar ?
masih ingat aku ga ? ini aku, orang yang dulu pernah kamu sayang. bagaimana kamu ? masih sihat ga ? harapnya begitu, ya. i'm doing pretty fine here. nights sometimes feel heavy and sorrow. but i did went through all of it. i wonder if you're proud of me. hehe.
ingat tak masa january ?
or specifically, 5th January. the day we claimed we are each other's other half. i was the happiest that day. i was the happiest to know that i have you by my side.
but now it's april, which is basically 3 months ago. the memories are still playing underneath my breath. aneh, ya ? kamu pasti sudah lupa semuanya. i mean of course you have to.
i wonder if you're doing great. or maybe no i shouldn't wonder, because of course you are. you have met my replacement. how could you not be okay, am i right ? hehe.
but that's great.
at least i know God listened to my prayer.
which is one of it,
is to see you happy <3

– Q.

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