It all started when.. | Phan ❤

Chapter 13 - Lying

I looked at Phil, his eyes filled with fear as he saw Tyler frozen in the hallway outside.

'I was fucking joking about you guys being queer, is this some prank!' His face was still so confused.

My head rushed through every excuse ever, but none could be believable. I shook my head, but my body started shaking as the thought of Tyler going against us filled my mind.

'Phil. You aren't fucking gay, what the heck!' He told himself and Phil. Phil was frozen, his face expressing stayed as just shocked, as he blinked at what was going on.

'Phil don't fucking ignore me!' Tyler walked into the room abruptly pulling Phil back to reality making him realise what just happened.

'He- he just came onto me, T!' Phil looked at me with fear in his eye. His couldn't even admit that he liked me. Maybe he didn't like me, maybe this was his stupid little game. I was tricked.

I looked at Tyler who nodded, 'I knew it. My best friend isn't gay, but this guy is!' He walked over to me, my heart became to race violently. He quickly pushed me against the wall. His arms firmly around my neck.

'Look, you where a good mate before this. So I won't hurt you, just stay out of our lives. We don't need any queer vibes around here! When we go back from the holiday, don't go near either of us again, got that?' He spat, before walking away. Leaving me against the wall in fear.

'Come on, Phil lets go to that club.' He smirked.

He nodded and walked behind Tyler. I shut my eyes as I heard the door slam. My heart breaking into a million pieces. It felt so real, it seemed so right. I fucked everything up, I gave up my friendship with Peej to get to know Phil.

I decided on going to Peej, I needed to say sorry, I didn't care if he didn't forgive me. I still needed to try. I walked down the hall, reminding myself where I saw him go into a room a few days ago. I knocked.

'Hey- oh.' He looked at me, his face confused and slightly annoyed.

'I'm so sorry. You where right about everything he's a dick. Tyler caught us kissing and said I came onto him, I think it was all just a game Peej!' I cried.

'You kissed him?' Peej looked at me.

'We were kinda going out but secretly, I don't know, we kissed and cuddled and stuff but to him it was nothing!' My eyes started to water.

'Stop, come in!' Peej pulled me in the door and slammed it shut. He then embraced me tight. Whispering that it would be ok.

'I'm so sorry I ruined everything between us!'

'No you didn't shut up its ok.' Peej looked at me sincerely, I looked around to see Chris in bed looking confused.

'Phil.' Peej groaned,

'Oh.' Chris rolled his eyes and turned back to the television.

'Look, we have a spare bed, since me and Chris share.' Memories of me and Phil sharing the bed flushed into my mind. 'So you can stay in the spare one. Come on, let's go get your things now. Is he in your room?'

'No they went out.' I sniffed.

'Perfect.' He smiled, grabbing my wrist and pulling me to follow him. We went into the room and I grabbed my bag, shoving all the things in. I got my suitcase and we left the room again. I went into there room and sat on the bed, reminding myself of what just happened.

'The other day, he said he loved me.' I whispered. Chris let out a sigh.

'You need to forget about him. He's a waste of air.'

'True.' Peej laughed, getting into bed next to Chris and leaning his head on Chris's chest.

'It is ok, we will help you.' Peej smiled. Chris nodded.

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I fell asleep crying that night. The thoughts of everything happening confusing me.

That was until we all woke up to somebody banging heavy on the door. Peej went to answer it. Phil came running in.