It all started when.. | Phan ❤

Chapter 11 - the truth (part two)

Phil grumbled something along the lines of 'typical.' And walked to the door. 'Oh, hey.' I heard him speak. Tyler then came round the corner.

'Sup faggots, thanks for the invite to this movie night or whatever.' He looked at the pizza boxes and wine, along with the television. 'Just come to ruin your date, wanna come clubbing, we found a place which lets anybody and everybody in!'

'No thanks, Phil can go.' I mumbled, fake yawning.

'No ill stay with Dan.' Phil smiled.

'What the fuck you usually never miss an opportunity to go clubbing, you can get yourself a hot chick!' T laughed.

'Just not feeling it, having a break for a bit alright? French girls freak me out!'

'Fuck you then, I'll leave this gay fest! You sure you don't want to go Dan?'

'Positive.' I mumbled.

The door slammed at the room fell to silence. 'He's so fucking homophobic.' Phil muttered, looking down at me.

'Like you then, well you were- with Peej.'

'Stop bringing that up, I regret it ok! But I can assure you I'm not anymore, when I'm in love with a guy I met two weeks ago.'

'Alright, sorry.' I looked down. 'It's not my fault you ruined a friendship to gain popularity.'

'You know what!' He shouted.

'What.' I yawned, not really caring.

'I'm going out with Tyler to see some hot French girls, bye!' Phil snapped, walking to the door and leaving. I rolled my eyes, he was looking for me to create a reaction. Yes I was hurt he was going to a strip club minutes after kissing me, but I couldn't stop him. I tidied up our room then took the clothes off the bed that we had been using as a place to keep our suite cases. I climbed into that one but not before turning off the light. I found the English Channel to see friends on and decided on watching that.

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I woke up to the sound of somebody opening our door, must be Phil. He seemed slightly drunk by the amounts of banging into things I could hear. He was alone though, which was good as it meant he wouldn't be having sex with a girl in the bed next to me. He turned on a light and muttered. 'Shit.' Before stumbling into the bathroom. A few minutes later he came back out and I heard him get into the other bed.

'Dan?' He whispered. 'Bear?' I kept quiet. He let out a loud sigh and then must have drifted to sleep.

He was a mess.

I woke up again, this time at around 9am. I looked around, Phil was still asleep so I decided on going for a shower. I did so, changing in the bathroom after so I was ready to leave when needed. I walked back into the room to see a Phil sitting up on his phone.

'Morning.' I muttered.

'Dan- I.' He began.

'Don't worry.' I smiled, walking to the other bed and grabbing my phone, he watched me as I put my headphones in and played music. It was the best way to get out of a awkward conversation. I sat on Instagram for about half an hour, when I looked up I saw that Phil was now changed and ready to leave. He smiled slightly at me.

-

We stood in the hallway down stairs, Tyler walked over, he looked so hung over.

'You should have come, it was mental!' Tyler laughed. 'Although this faggot refused to have a lap dance and kept asking to go home, whilst taking more and more shots!'

'Clearly I missed out on a lot.' I spoke sarcastically making Tyler look a little confused.

'Well, class today you will be in your pairs interviewing people that are visiting the Alps, we already have a ten question survey which you will be carrying out and when we get back home you will all combine them.' The teacher smiled. ' one get your surveys then off you go, be back in four hours. You can take breaks and stuff but you need at least 30 each, don't stand all in one place either.'

Phil and I walked silently to the line which was being formed. Once we had our survey we went outside and walked for a while till we reached a small supermarket, we decided on standing outside and ask customers as they came in.

'Look I'm really sorry about leaving you, that night was meant to be about us and you mentioning Peej just made me feel awful.' Phil explained.

'Ok.'

'And for the record, I have no regrets from last night. We have something to finish later.' He smiled at me.

'We do, don't we.' I whispered, trying not to smile back. I could not stay mad at him, especially as I have the worlds biggest crush on him.

'Sounds like a plan.' Phil mumbled. 'Can I have a make up hug?'

'Fine.' I laughed, and he practically leaped into my arms.

'I love you, bear.' He whispered, he pulled apart slightly, and bit my earlobe. 'Want to be with you.'

'I love you too, cin.' I giggled.

He pecked my cheek quickly and pulled away again, we forgot we where in a public place and quickly acted casual again.

We managed to ask about 50 people, and also go into the supermarket to get something to eat. We returned to the group and got told we could have free time till dinner, so me Phil and Tyler went on a walk round the lodges and then decided on going up to our room. We watched some TV but I wish Tyler would just leave. Dinner was boring, as we had some sort of French cuisine including snails.

Tyler asked to come back to our room.

'I am actually really tired man.' Phil looked at me.

'Same.' I fake yawned.

'Why are you being all secretive and tired all the time?' Tyler looked confused.

'Sorry for wanting to sleep.' Phil chuckled. 'Now fuck off and let me go get some shut eye!'

'Your such a fucking queer!' Tyler laughed, before turning and walking away.

'Ouch.' I mumbled, the use of his words are really starting to get to me. Phil looked at me with a sad face.

'Ignore him, I'm in love with you and you are a guy, so I'm as queer as can be and I'm proud!' I felt myself blush at his sweet words as we walked to our room. We locked the door and Phil and I took it in turn for showers.

'Now let's finish this.' Phil whispered, as we lay in bed with only our boxers on. Phil climbed onto my lap, straddling me. His hands held my cheeks as he kissed me, firstly he was rough, as if he needed to kiss me for something, but soon he became more calm and relaxed. It was a kiss with effortless meaning. He pulled away for air, resting his forehead against mine.

'I've never wanted craved somebody as much as you.' Phil admitted. I could feel my own boxers becoming quite tight, but I didn't want to just loose it. For all I know this could be an act to see if gays are easy.

'Not yet.' I whispered, and he mumbled an ok before kissing me again.

We stopped after a while, only exchanging pecks. Phil rolled off me and cuddled into me instead, we faced each other and one of his legs went inbetween mine, and one over the top so we where spooning each other but could still kiss.

I yawned. 'Come on let's sleep teddy.'

I mumbled a I love you and he did the same back, we slowly drifted into a dream world.