It all started when.. | Phan ❤

Chapter 14: in love

'Dan I am so sorry!' He began. 'If Tyler new I was in love with you, I would get punched in the face and I would be beaten and it would be horrible please forgive me.'

'You have some nerve coming in here, you hypocrite.' Chris spat before I could reply.

'My boyfriend, your old best friend- I don't know if you remember him, Peej? Yeh, he was gay. If I remember correctly, when he came out all you did was tease him and beat him up. You deserve some of your own medicine.'

I sat gobsmacked at Chris cussing Phil as Peej sat neck to me, subcontiously rubbing my shoulder in comfort.

'I made mistakes so I wouldn't get beaten up, understand I meant nothing by that Peej!' He directed that to Peej, he turned back to Chris, as he did so Chris punched him hard in the face.

'That is for being a utter douche, get out of our room!' He shouted, Phil looked at me in fear before running out. The same fear he looked to me with when he lied about being with me to Tyler.

'It's ok.' Peej whispered, as I began to sob.

'This is so stupid, why do I have feelings for a twat!'

'Relatable...' Chris whispered, he then laughed as Peej rolled his eyes.

'It will be ok, you can stay with us. You don't have to see that boy ever again.'

'That's enough comforting, I want bedtime cuddles!' Chris cried, as he got himself back into bed.

'Fine.' Peej laughed, he then pecked my on my head as if I was his child, before getting into bed with Chris and they turned the lights out.

The alarm went off, pulling me up to the brightness of another day in France.

'Ten more minutes.' Peej muttered, I then heard Chris groaning, and him kissing Peej on the head. 'I love you.' Peej whispered, and Chris laughed before responding with the same three words. My heart was breaking at the literal goal in front of me.
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We sat eating breakfast with the class, Tyler was with Phil. Who was constantly looking over at me, he had a black eye and Tyler kept asking where it came from but Phil wouldn't reply.

'Class, you need to get in to your pairs and go off and complete the scavenger hunt, no pairs can join together. You all have different things to find. Leave in ten minutes and be back for dinner. This will take you the whole day, we have attached money for any taxi or bus you need to take to get to certain places. The scavenger hunt is photos so take a picture of you with the thing and we will look when we get back!'

'Shit no.' I muttered.

'Ask to come into our group!' Chris panicked.

'Miss.' I smiled, walking up to her.

'Yes Dan.'

'Can I possibly go with Chris and Peej, I really don't get along with Phil-'

'You did yesterday, besides you can't change your groups, just go with him.' She turned away and walked to another teacher.

'No luck.'

'Good luck then!' Peej laughed. 'Just text me the entire time. Don't fall into his tracks on getting you back. Make him suffer.'

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We walked in silence, me and Phil. We need to go find a specific road sigh, it's meant to be nearby so we decided to walk it.

'Look-' Phil spoke. 'I know you are mad and I should have told Tyler but I was scared. You know I love you right?'

I choose not to reply. 'Please, this is painful. All I want to do is kiss you right n-' he stopped himself, I turned in confusion, but I quickly had him pushing me against the nearby wall as he forced me to kiss him. Obviously I melted at his touch, and quickly began kissing back. My arms snaking around his waist as he grabbed my hips. He smiled into the kiss, reminding me that I was letting him win.

I pushed him away. 'You can't just kiss me!' I shouted. 'You can't do that and expect everything to be ok.'

'Ok, so what can I do.' He whispered, his voice a deep husky one. He was trying to seduce me.

'Tell Tyler the truth.'

'No.'

'Fine, then I never want to speak to you again.'

'That's unfair!' He groaned.

'No, it is telling the truth. If you say you love me, then you would do that.'

'I don't love you?' He laughed.

'Oh.' Felt myself blush, I felt so embarrassing for thinking he did. Obviously he was saying it as a figure of speech.

'No. I don't love you. There is a difference. Loving somebody is like loving a toy. I'm in love with you. It's like a deep dark void and it will never end. I hope it doesn't.' He chuckled.

'Oh.' I felt my body go from the feeling of disappointment to overjoy, my tummy went all warm.

'Hold on.' He smiled, stopping us from walking again and pulling out his phone. He clicked a few buttons and it began to ring someone on speaker.

'Hey Phil- how's it like being with that faggot!' Oh how I hated that word.

'It's great. I need to tell you something. Me and Dan are dating, yep the kiss was real, also I am in love with him. He has the best arse I've seen on a guy. Have you seen his eyes, they are like chocolate swirls oh they are delightful. Can we take a moment to talk about his fucking body, and his beautiful humour and personality. I mean tell me a person who isn't more perfect than Daniel James Howell. I don't think you can. Thanks for the talk, bye!' He clicked hang up ad turned to me, smiling.

'I love you.' I smiled,

'I am in love with you!' He giggled in return, pecking my cheek.