cobra kai imagines

jacob: youre perfect

request for @Ellie2238
a/n: song above reminds me of this story. so play it starting now if you want <3 there are a couple lines that match the song. i tried my best to line them up!

i've struggled with my body image so much. jacob, my best friend/crush, has a girlfriend serena. i've always been so insecure of her. i know i shouldn't but it isn't easy to just be okay with myself. i was crying in my room in front of my mirror.

"why can't i just ever be enough?" i tell myself between sobs. i was home alone

"i just want to feel okay in my body. why cant i accept the fact i'm perfect in my own way?" i say falling to the floor still crying. until i heard a voice, his voice

"y/n are you okay?" its jacob

"go away, please" i say. he opens the door slightly

he comes in and sees me balled up on the floor crying. he runs over to me. "what's wrong" he says pulling me into a hug.

"i-i just wished i was enough." i say taking in a shaky sigh.

"y/n, you are enough okay? i promise" he gives me a reassuring look.

"i just want to feel like i am." i say.

"you are y/n, you're enough in everyone's eyes." he says

"no, i'm not okay! i'm not and i never will be. i just don't understand. all i want is to feel okay in my body and i never ever can. i wish i looked like serena so you could look at me like you look at her." i realize what i just said. "i'm so sorry, that just came out." i pull away and stand up. i walk around the room. he stands up

"do you need to tell me something?" he says

"h-huh? what did you mean? i have nothing to tell you." i say looking down

he walks over to me and lifts my chin with his hand. i look him in his eyes.

"do you like me y/n?" he says

"n-no of c-course not."

"do i make you nervous?" he says

"um. well" i say speechless

"fuck it" he says and kisses me. i quickly pull away

"no no, that was wrong, you're with serena. this no" i say

"y/n, i broke up with her. i liked her yes, but she just wasn't the one for me. but more importantly i have a couple questions." he says

"oh? what are they?" i say

"have you been eating?" he says. my heart stops

"um"

"be honest please" he says

"no, not as much as i should. my body wants it but my brain tells me not to consume it." i say

"y/n" he says quietly

"i'm sorry. i just can't do it alone" i say

"i'm going to help you." he pulls me into a hug. "but it will take a while to make you smile." he says (space song by beach club reference)

"you're you're gonna help me?" i say

"of course y/n why wouldn't i?" he says

"i don't know. but i'm guessing since you kissed me, you care about me. a lot more than i thought." i say

"you wide-eyed girls," he chuckles "you get it right"
(same song, different line)

i laugh. "thank you jacob, i couldn't ask for a better best friend"

"that's the other question" he says

"what do you mean?"

"i want to be more the best friends, i want you to be my girlfriend" he says

"jacob, it's too soon. you just broke up with serena, we cant. not yet." i say

"y/n, she already found someone else, why cant i? please, all i ever wanted was you. and i still do" (okay yes this kinda referenced to all i wanted by paramore)

"okay, if you're ready to date again, then yes. i'll be your girlfriend jay." he smiles and picks me up spinning me around. i laugh

"i'm going to be next to you every step of the way to help okay? i promise i will. i love you princess." (ok lucky bitch i wanna be called that)

"i love you too jay."

"now can i kiss you again?" he says

i laugh. "yes love." and he does. and it sent fireworks inside of both of us.

and he kept his promise. he helped her to come back on her feet. she felt so much more better in her body and more confident. of course xolo wanted to help to because he loved y/n as a little sister. jacob was so happy he finally got the girl of his dreams. and it broke his heart when he found her like that. he's so proud of how far she came
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okay this was really cute idk. let me know your guys thoughts! it is kinda short compared to the others. sorry!
-jazzy <3