Chapter Two: Jackson

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When she laid her arms around me, I felt safe. I felt like everything I did was okay, that I did never hurt this girl that I love so much. But I know I'm wrong.

It was not the first time I did it. I hit her so much already, why do I have to keep doing it. It feels so right in the moment I do it. And the worst is that she always forgives me. Shes not angry at me, never fights back. Maby that's why I have to keep punching her. My eyes were slowly tearing up and one tear rolled down my cheeks. I wiped it away with my hand. Than I felt arms around my waist, she held me tight, like she never wants me to leave. I almost couldn't breathe, but that was equal. I laid my hands on hers and slowly took them away from my body. Then I turned around. I looked her in the eyes, but there was nothing. It seemed like a big black hole. Blood was running down her chin and dropped on her school uniform. I tried to wipe it away, she winced because of the pain and dead slowly she tumbled back, then turned around and ran to the elevator. I heard her crying and like crazy she pressed the bottom for the elevator to open.

Then she was away. I was alone with my thoughts and in this moment I didn't want anything else but to jump off this building, so that YoungJi wouldn't be hurt anymore.

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This chapter is so short, because I cant write like a man... I really have trouble with it, so I'm just doing these chapters to show how Jackson feels ^.^ So the real story is always in the YoungJi parts ^-^

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