hi everyone!
i know this isn't normally where i would add any a/n but i thought i would warn everyone that this chapter does include a panic attack, if this is not something you want to read please either skip this chapter or skip over the section that is marked with *** at the beginning and then end
a couple weeks later...
Y/N's POV
it's been quite a while since felix and i first made up, and honestly it's been back to normal! everyone's been super friendly and happy now that everything is back to how it should be.
from this i've even gained closer friendships with chris and jisung, i couldn't be happier to have such good friends.
jyp called us in for a meeting early today which i was nervous to go to. this hadn't happened before unless it was to show us and discuss the style of makeup needed for certain promotions. we knew roughly when these meetings would happen though.
soon enough, after attending the meeting. i found out that jyp has scheduled stray kids to go on a world tour. i was so excited for them, and of course they need artists who are able to travel with them. i opted into it because i know my mom would want me to take the opportunity to go and travel. as soon as i was done with the meeting i messaged felix.
me: guess who is coming on your world tour?!
felix: ARE YOU REALLY?!
me: YES!!
felix: AKFKSKFKSKF
felix: NO WAY
felix: IM SO EXCITED
me: ME TOO
felix: WE CAN TRAVEL THE WORLD TOGETHER!
when i read that message, my heart might have skipped a beat.
me: OF COURSE WE CAN
felix: YAY :D
Felix's POV
"GUYS GUYS GUYS" i shouted at the top of my lungs
"oh my god" i heard minho complaining about my shouting
"what's got you so excited?" chris asked with a smile
"Y/N IS COMING ON OUR TOUR WITH US!" i said jumping up and down, i saw excitement build in everyone but not as much as me.
"you're so super excited!" chris commented and i laughed
"of course!"
"it's almost like he loves y/n" minho said with a small smirk and i rolled my eyes
"let's get back to practice shall we!" jisung said and we all agreed
Y/N's POV
***
how how the hell do you pack for a world tour?!
is there going to be a washing machine?
do i have to pack my whole wardrobe?
what if it's hot?
what if it's cold?
what if it rains?
i try to calm myself down but the stress of my thoughts was getting overwhelming. i started to be unable to breathe properly and mom was grocery shopping. i didn't know what to do so i called felix.
"hai"
"felix i'm having a panic attack" i muttered though my breathing and hoped he heard me
"oh okay one second" he said and i heard him run out of the room he was in.
"okay i'm on my own now, i promise you will be okay. look around and tell me 3 things you can see"
"bed... window... coffee"
"now can you tell me 3 things you can touch?"
"blanket... book, phone"
"and three things you can hear?"
"my breathing, the wind, your voice"
"okay you're doing great! tell me something that makes you happy"
"you" i said, not thinking about how that could be perceived
"oh, uh, thank you!!" he said enthusiastically which made me smile
"if you have a drink of water available take a sip, everything is okay i promise and you're still doing amazing" he said calmly
i caught my breath soon afterwards and i was so grateful for him "thank you so much"
***
"not a problem! are you okay now?"
"i think so yeah, thank you again"
"okay great, no need to thank me though i'm always here to help you, i have to get back to practice but i will call you after okay?" he asked
"uh, would you be able to come and visit me?" i asked hesitantly
"of course! anything for you" he said and my cheeks reddened "see you later!"
"see you!" i said and ended the call
yes, i like him, and i'm so lucky to have him.
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hi everyone! i hope everyone is doing well
thank you so much for reading!
your author <3
