I wanted you, but did I need you?

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I always thought I needed you
Thought that you were my support
In fact I was so delusional that I actually thought that if you can't help me, no one can
Did you help me? No
Did someone else try to help me? Yes
Who's that someone? ME

Thank you
Thank you for making me realize that what I felt for you was WANT, not NEED
Thank you for ignoring me all this time
Because of your ignorance, I have learned how to love myself
I can stand on my own two feet without you as my support

I can be my own friend, my own parent, my own sibling
I love me, and that's all that matters to me now

So thank you for making me realize that
I wanted you, but I didn't need you

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I actually wrote this one with tears in my eyes. Hurts when someone whose love and encouragement you yearned for turns their back on you 💔

*sending a virtual hug*

~ Hamdia❤️

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