You are my role model
My idol
I always look up to you
I want to be like you
Wait, want? No, I WANTED to be like you
I wanted to, before I found out that you are not as great as you seem
I asked you for help, encouragement
And what did you do?
You just shrugged it off
I was torn apart, I broke down every single night
Not because of what you did
But because you turned out to be the opposite of what I thought you were
I paid attention to no one but you
Thinking you'd save me
Now I have nowhere to go, except that dark empty place known as depression
I have no one to talk to, except the dark shadows that keep haunting me every night
Thank you for breaking me to the point where I don't even remember how to breathe
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Don't depend on others. Be your own role model ✨
*sending a virtual hug*
~ Hamdia❤️
