SEVENTEEN SICKFICS AND HURTFICS

|Seongkwan|

It's still solid few hours left to sunrise. The outside was still dark, Seongkwan woke up with an uneasiness in breathing. He sat up on bed to shake off that feeling, he was panting like he was running in a racecourse few moments before, after some minutes his breathing evened

This isn't the first time, it's been a few days he had started to get this feeling, now it has become regular, he always shook it off as exhaustion and tiredness

He got off from bed, his whole body was aching badly, with a sigh he went bathroom to wash his face, as it was all sweaty
He looked at his face in mirror to see it was very pale than usual, prominent eye bags were present, sighing to himself he continued to wash his hands but then only some few red drops fell on his hand

He looked at it with a frawn
"Where the hell this come from?" He looked up in mirror only to see both his nostrils are bleeding

He hurryly opened the bathroom cabinet and took out some napkins and hold it on the nose after some solid minutes his bleeding stopped

"This new choreo is going hard on me..." He thought to himself, gripping the sink border he leaned forward to support his body as he was suddenly feeling very exhausted and lightheaded

Seventeen were going to do a Comeback in next 4 months so all of them are pretty busy
Hoshi has become now more strict about their choreography, he doesn't want a single flaw though he never jokes when it comes to performance but Seongkwan nowadays started lagging a bit which only gave him some harsh looks from their choreographer and also some harsh words from hoshi

One time Seongkwan fell during their practice and bruished his ankle,
All the other members came towards him to make sure everything was alright

But at that time seventeen's comeback was round the corner which stressed hoshi a lot
"Seongkwan can't u be more careful?" Hoshi said sounded frustrated
"I'm sorry..." Seongkwan said feeling guilty inside

" 'Sorry' doesn't makes everything alright, If u can't dance why did u join us?" Hoshi said this angrily almost yelling at him

Seongkwan was taken aback at that time at his sudden outburst
He was hurt deeply inside by his comments
Though hoshi apologised many times afterwards for his rude behaviour but it still managed to burn a hole deep inside his heart

He threw those blood stained napkins away in dustbin and came back to his bed,
This small movement from washroom to his bed already made him tired

"How am I going to survive today's practice?" He thought to himself, pulling the blankets close to his face and fall asleep again

"C'mon Seongkwanie wakei~ wakei~" Jeonghan entered his room and slide away the curtains which allowed the sunlight come inside
"We have to go by 1 hour later hurry" by saying this Jeonghan left his room

Seongkwan groaned under the sheets he was feeling really tired and exhausted but he somehow managed to pushed himself to sit,
he opened his eyes only to see everything around him was spinning he again flopped into bed, his breathing picked up he was panting badly
"What the hell is wrong with me?.." he said to himself but suddenly he felt a cramp around his stomach
He covered his mouth and rushed to toilet, he wrenched into the toilet and all last night's dinner contents came out, after sometime he completed, but the after effects of throw up made him weak, he leaned his body to the wall behind and started breathing heavily, his body was already tired and after vomiting he's not having a single drop of energy left inside him, but despite of all he pushed himself up,
With shaky hands he flushed the toilet, cleaned up the mess
He opened the medicine bottle and took some pills to calm down his upset tummy, and some energy pills to support him survive today, without hesitation he grabbed the pill bottle with him and put it in his bag to use it later