'Messed Up' sbi adoption au

Part 12

OKAY IM RLLY SORRY I HAVENT POSTED IN A HOT MINUTE LIFE IS TOUGH SOMETIMES SO YAH ENJOH

_Tommy P0V_

'So how was school?' Phil asked as we all headed inside the house

'It were pretty good' I said shrugging

'He made like 1000 friends in a day' Wilbur said causing a laugh from the others

'Uh yeah I'm a social person?'

'Well you didn't seem it to be honest'

'Okay well you lot can all head off dinner will be ready in half an hour' Phil called as Quackity headed over to Niki and Wilbur techno and Tommy headed to there rooms

_BIG LAW IS BAE~GroupChat_

Fundy:
Tommy's number has been added

Tubbo:
Helloooooooo

Tommy:
Ello

Fundy:
How are you even British over text?????

Tommy:
I'm just built different

Grayson:
Hiya Tommy

Tommy:
Ello purple man

Jack:
Ha get roasted mate

Tommy:
Ello the manifold

Ranboo:
Can you lot stop spamming

Tubbo:
Sorry Ran

Fundy:
No need to be rude jeez

Ranboo:
Well you guys are spamming

Jack:
Mute it mate

Ranboo:
Fine.

Tommy:
Gotta go guys c ya. 

_Back to life_

'Why has that Ranboo guy got an issue already?' I mumbled to myself heading to my desk to carry on drawing

'FOODS READY' Came a yell from the stairs

'Great...' I stumbled out my room slowly dreading having to eat

'Heya Toms come sit next to me Bud' I knew he was going to make me eat wether I wanted to or not and as I had thought it he started putting small cut up pieces of food onto my plate

'Wil I don-'

'Please a bit you gotta eat'

'But I don't wanna' I explained still quiet enough that no one could hear

'Toms please for me just a bit' he smiled as I brought the food to my mouth and swallowed it with a grimace

_After da foodddd_

'Okay well I'm going back to the room c ya'
I quickly rushed out heading straight for the bathroom

'I'm sorry Wil' I said as I put two fingures down my throat causing me to  gag and start to throw the small amount of food and bio I had left in me

'Hey kid you okay?' I hadn't realised how loud I was crying until Wilbur was at the door

'Mhm m fine' I stumbled over my words hoping he'd just leave

'Tommy can you come out here'

'N-no' I had started to cry once again at the thought of him seeing me like this

'Please Tommo Cmon' at that I leant of the wall and caught a glimpse in the mirror seeing the heavy bags under my eyes and how I looked... well dead

'Wil go away' I sniffled hoping he'd just go and I'd be fine

'Okay fine' he said as he walked off which confused me

I know I said I wanted him to go but I didn't mean it all I wanted was to be normal to just... have a hug

I leant against the wall once again and slid down just sat crying

'Tommy Wil told me what's going on can you come out' I heard a different voice say

I couldn't really tell who it was seen as there were so many thoughts in my head causing a slight whisper at the back of my mind

'Tommy please come out I really wanna talk to you, you helped me so it's my turn now' i slowly slid up to my feet

'Who-... why?' Is all I could form

'It's Big Q please come out just just open the door big man'

'Mhm mhm I am' I said aiming for the door but missing as I stumbled sideways and landed on my back

'You okay?' Came a nervous voice from the other side of the wood

'M fine, m fine shush your loud' I explained talking to the weird high pitched noise in my head

'Whose loud, whats going on?are you okay?'

'Shush just quiet your loud my head hurts I- just uh wanna sleep' I mumbled out laying my head on the cold tiles falling unconscious

_TIMESKIP BROUGHT TO YA BY DRISTA_

I tried to sit up there was nothing, I tried opening my eyes... nothing again

I screamed... nothing came out

I cried... no tears escaped my eyes

I felt my eyes light up as a tall blonde woman stood in-front of me

'Thomas Bud can you hear me?'

I new that voice

It was? My mum

'Thomas please kiddo wake up' I felt my shoulders being shook opening my eyes

'Mum are you okay?' I mumbled sitting up

'Thomas what do you mean you fell out of a tree and asked if I was okay, your such a nice boy' I smiled at this as my mum sat along side me on the sofa put on a movie and put a plasters on my elbow and head

'Thomas What do you wanna do today?'

'Uhhhh can I do your hair?'

'Course hun' she said as she got up to get a brush and some hair ties

I sat my head back falling into the black abyss once again 

Again I tried to sit up there was nothing, I tried opening my eyes... nothing again

I screamed... nothing came out

I cried... no tears escaped my eyes

However there was a small light that was pulling me towards it and then falling into another memory...