'Messed Up' sbi adoption au

Part 16

<it's been a week Tommy going back to school>

'Tommy Bud school' Phil called outside my room

I hadn't been sleeping well still, sleeping was weird I sometimes worried I wouldn't wake up

That i would shut my eyes and they'd never open again

I rolled out of bed and grabbed my uniform quickly throwing it on and sloppily tying my tie

'Morning' a very sleepy Techno said

I just nodded at him walking past, my mood had since changed from when I first got home I felt like I had to put my walls back up and realise that all good things get taken from you

And anyways not like anyone would care if I went back to my old ways

By old ways I didn't mean before the stupid psyc ward I mean far before when my father was how he was

I feel the same as then, empty, like there's nothing left, just numb

'Hey Toms how are you?' Wilbur asked giving me one of his famous day brightening smiles

I just walked over and sat down ignoring him, he stared at me confused and like he was trying to I don't know figure me out

It wasn't nice

'So you excited for your first day back?' Phil aksed putting a plate of bacon and eggs infront of me

I just shrugged licking up a fork and pushing the food around my plate

I hadn't been in touch with any of the others since I had.. well gone, so I was kinda nervous they'd be mad at first the tried to reach out but eventually I just blocked them

'Okay we best be going' Techno called

I slowly pulled out from the table heading upstairs hands in pockets and head down

I grabbed my bag quickly slipping a hoodie into it for after school

'Tommy cmon mate'

I went out to the car staring out the window feeling the glare in the mirror from Techno and caught a glimpse of the worried expressions shared between him and Wilbur

'Have a good day kiddo'

'Yeah see ya later Toms'

I slammed the door and walked off towards the school that looked like a prison

'Wait isn't that Tommy' I heard from a small boy that was stood down the end of the hallway

'TOMMY' another short boy came running up to me who I recognised to be Tubbo

'Where the hell were you?' Ranboo asked

Great even he's worried

I just shrugged at them causing shock to grow on all there faces

'Tommy mate we've been worried sick' jack said all the others nodding along

I just looked towards my feet as purpled looked angrily towards me 'you can't just go MIA then expect all to be fixed with a shrug'

I hadn't planned this far ahead so I grabbed a pen and paper and started writing

~Sorry I've been gone I guess not sure why you are bothered but I've had stuff going on I've been sent to a psyc ward and shit so I've been busy and I weren't aloud my phone and when I got out i didn't know how to confront you over a text also it's none of your business of why I was there and that so don't ask and don't tell anyone

Also I'm struggling with talking deal with it or go away I'm not bothered~

I handed jack the note first his expression turning from confused to sad

He passed the note to Grayson and came up to me and hugged me which I didn't appreciate so I pushed him away and shook my head

He seemed to understand and as the letter was passed around I got a bunch of 'are you okay' 'I'm so sorry we didn't know'

I was so happy the bell rang as it got me out of that awkward situation

^At Break^

We all headed to our table and sat down me leaning against the wall next to them

~I'm skipping enjoy skool speak 2 u later~ I wrote tossed it down on the table and ran slightly

<like no ones P0V>

With the others

'What the hell is up with Tommy' Fundy asked

'I don't know he doesn't seem very good at the moment' Tubbo added

'Im sure he's okay I mean look at him' Ranboo said causing all of our heads to turn to the blonde boy who was now crouching over his bag

He pulled out a hoodie slipping it on and throwing his blazer ontop of the school gate

'Wait he's actually leaving shouldn't we stop him?' Purpled asked

All of them got sup running towards the gate

(Making if so obvious)

'Tommy wait come back' he shook his head and walked down the road towards a corner shop

'Should I tell Wilbur and Techno?' Fundy aksed

'Whoes that' purples asked

'His brothers you idiot'

'Sorry' Gray said sarcastically

'Yes Fundy it's a good idea where are they' Tubbo aksed

'I know Wilbur has English-' Fundy started as a tall scary looking guy turned up

'Where's Tommy?'

'Uh who are you?' Ranboo asked

'I'm Techno Tommy's brother, where is he'

'How the hell did you know?' Jack started slightly afraid

'I had a feeling' Techno explained turning his back on the kids calling 'I'll get him sorted don't worry'

<Techno P0V>

'Hey can I bored Wilbur sorry'

'And why may I ask are you taking a student-'

'Our father would like to see us is all' I could figure out an excuse later I just needed Wilbur and to go

Wilbur looked over at me confused I wish he knew so he'd hurry up

'He's not aloud-'

'Tommy' is all I said towards Wilbur Before he got up leaving all his things and walking out

'What's happened Tech?' Wilbur aksed worried

'He's skipped school can you call dad'

'Yeah course' as Wilbur got on a call with Phil we started heading down out of the building

'Can we please go family Emergancy'

'Uh what family emergancy?'

'Uh oh just open the door' I explained as I learnt over and pressed the button and walked out

'Dam it ok we'll find him see you soon'

'Dads on his way but is in traffic let's go find him aye?'