'Messed Up' sbi adoption au

Part 13

ALRIGHT DISCLAMER baisically there's a strong mention of Psychiatric hospitals pls don't read if triggers you PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE also I have never personally dealt with this so please correct me if need be and my apologies if this triggers anyone

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However there was a small light that was pulling me towards it and then falling into another memory

'THOMAS INNIT DO NOT SPEAK TO ME THAT WAY' I felt a hard slap on my face as I fell backwards at the feeling of my fathers hand on my face

'YOU BRAT THIS IS WHY MUM LEFT US' I looked up seeing the hatred in his eyes

'M-Mum I loved her' I mumbled 'w-wasn't m..my fault' I cried out

'IT WAS YOUR FAULT IT WAS ALL YOUR FAULT'

'HOW, HOW WAS IT MY FAULT!' I yelled back not thinking about the consequences of my cry's

'Thomas if you hadn't been such a bad son she wouldn't have killed herself and I wouldn't be like this I don't deserve this'

'I- uh I know you don't I'm sorry for yelling' I bowed my head ashamed of how I had yelled at my father who provided for me... who was still there for me

'Brat get up and make food' he said walking over to the sofa and slumping down 'AND GET ME A BEER WILL YA'

I nodded to him slightly going to get his beer

Then, falling!!!

Black..

Nothing!

Dark.

A scream

'Mother mother look I drew yo-' I came skipping into her room to be greeted by my mothers body lying sideways across her bed

'Mum what's up are you sick?' I said looking at her still motionless body

'Mother?'

'Helloooooo' I shook her slightly which caused her to roll over

'AH NO MUM' I screamed at the top of my lungs as my dad came running in

'THOMAS GET OUT NOW CALL THE POLICE' he yelled crouching down by her side panick on his face

'Hello this is the 999 operators how can we help'

'M-my mum she's uh there's blood her mouth pills she's dead.. I can't'

'K- Id ca- m do n' the noises started fading once again as I fell back for the last time this time quickly

No darkness arrived

No new memorise

Just a bright light on the ceiling and a quiet chatter

'Is he okay?'

'Yes he should be f-' I heard a faint beeping as I noticed how bright the room was