NOTHING

3 remake

"I have a surprise for you" I pulled out a purple bunny behind my back that I crochet myself and a matching blanket for Eloise. She gasped and held the bunny tight since she's always had a thing for stuffed animals.

"What are you going to name it?"

"Ditto"

"Ditto I like that name a lot it suits It," I bopped her nose making her smile, she looked just like me.

"I will always protect you" I told her while grabbing her little hands and attaching our foreheads together,

"I love you little one, I always have but was too afraid to admit it, I know you don't know what I'm saying but I just wanted to let you know"

She grabbed my face with her little hands while her blue eyes were staring right back at mine

"Mama," she said

"My baby," I smiled and kissed her cheek then picked her up resting her on my hip

"You hungry mama?"

"Noo"

"You're not hungry?"

She shook her head no

"You sure?"

She shook her head yeah

"Alright then"

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"c'mon"

I told Eloise after I had rinsed out her hair, I picked her up and dried her off with a towel, but she ran out butt naked through the halls of the mansion and I went chasing after her

"Eloise get your butt over here"

"Nooo" she giggled and continued running

"Woahh" Finneas got a towel he had and wrapped it around her before picking her up

"Fresh out of the dryer"

he passed her to me

"Thanks"

"No problem"

I took her back to my room and moisturized her body and helped her get her clothes on, she watched a TV show on the tv while I put her hair in a small bun

"Done"

"Thank youu"

"You're welcome baby"

She sat next to me and kicked her feet over my legs,

"You have really small feet" I massaged her feet

"Oop" she giggled

"What if tickle them" I tickled her feet making her giggle more i love seeing her smile it makes me happy

"S-stop" she giggled

"You want more" I tickled her stomach and her armpits making her squeal and giggle some more, I stopped tickling her and kissed her little cheek

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It's about one in the morning and Eloise had fallen asleep hours ago so I decided to go out to the balcony and smoke a blunt making sure to close the balcony door but also making sure to check on her to make sure she hadn't gone up to look for me"

"Hey"

my brother came outside since our balconys are connected

"Hi" I blew out smoke

"You know mom doesn't like you smoking"

"It's just weed"

"And weed is still a drug"

"No shit sherlock why do you think I'm smoking it at least I'm not sniffing coke up my nose but it's not like I haven't done it" I mumbled at the last part

"WHAT"

"Goodnight Finneas" I put out the blunt and went back inside to change my clothes, brush my teeth and get in bed with Eloise cuddling her

"Goodnight Eloise sweet dreams," I kissed her head then closed my eyes drifting off to sleep

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"What the fuck?"

I woke up out of my sleep due to banging noises, I went through my drawer and grabbed a handgun heading towards the door to see if I can hear anything, Eloise woke up whining a little bit about the noise.

"It's okay baby go back to sleep-"

I was cut off by someone busting through my door knocking the gun out of my hand and knocking me right on the ground now I know why they said not to stand too close.

The guy came after me so I quickly got off of the ground, He tried to punch me but I dodged it then punched him right in his face, we started fighting and he got a couple of hits at me but I managed to get him on the ground, I grabbed my gun that fell on the ground and he tried to get away but I shot him in the head killing him, luckily the gun was silent. I dropped the gun out of breath and stood up paying attention back to my crying and screaming daughter.

"Hey it's okay baby I'm okay," I picked her up and she laid her head on my shoulder

"Billie get dressed and get Eloise out of here," My mom came in

"Alright," I said

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"And here we are," I said to Eloise a we walked into another mansion that we own since there was nothing but chaos at our main mansion. I tried to put Eloise down but she whined and wrapped her legs around my waist clunging onto me.

"Okay how about we make a snack then?"

I brought Eloise over to the kitchen and sat her down with a cookie and her tablet to keep her distracted, I grabbed some bread, peanut butter and strawberry Jam and started making
peanut butter and jelly sandwiches for the both of us, I cut up a banana on her plate, then cut her sandwich into small pieces serving it to her on her highchair. I watched closely as she ate her food making sure she didn't choke again and I ate mine as well. Once she was done I poured some milk in a bottle and gave it to her before bringing her upstairs to a bedroom, I laid her down in the bed and put on the TV for her while I went to use the bathroom.

I threw my hair up in a bun then grabbed some water and splashed it on my face, I had a busted lip and my eye was starting to bruise, my knuckles were sore and bruised, and I had a bruised rib. I went through my pocket and found a small bag full of a little bit of cocaine from my secret stash, It wasn't much but it'll do for tonight. I poured the white powder out on the counter and used a card to shape it into a skinny line, I rolled up a dollar bill and used it to sniff the coke up my nose. I through my head back and held my nose as I felt it go straight to my fucking brain.

"Fuck," I whispered now opening my eyes, I wiped my nose, dusted off the counter then walked out. I saw that Eloise had fallen asleep with her bottle hanging out of her mouth, I laughed and gently took the bottle and stored it in the mini fridge, I turned off the TV then climed into bed next to her.

"Sweet dreams only my love" I kissed her forehead and ran my fingers through her blonde hair until my eyes started to get heavy and I eventually fell asleep myself.