hidden feelings | chanlix

nine.

it was the midnight of september 15, and chan was scrolling through his gallery.

you know, just looking for a picture of felix so he could post it for his birthday.

as chan scrolled up and down, he realized the amount of memories those pictures held.

and now he just missed felix, so fucking much.

he had a lot to say to him and atleast save their friendship.

the day after felix confessed, he was just so confused, that it made him question his true feelings
for the younger and his relationship with sana.

did he date sana to get over the fact that he actually feels something for his best friend?

but even before, chan knew that felix owns a special place in his heart and no one can ever replace that.

though he wasn't sure yet, so he consulted seungmin.

——

[ from: chan hyung ]
hey seung?

[ from: seungseung ]
sup hyung

[ from: chan hyung ]
do you know if you like someone..?

[ from: seungseung ]
wait what- i thought u were dating sana

[ from: chan hyung ]
well um..felix actually confessed to me and ever since i've been so confused

[ from: seungseung ]
OH?

[ from: chan hyung ]
why do you seem so surprised?

[ from: seungseung ]
felix told us that he'll never ever say anything though

[ from: chan hyung ]
so you knew about his feelings?

[ from: seungseung ]
duhhh, everyone knew but you're just oblivious as fuck 😐

[ from: chan hyung ]
seungmin just please help me, i really miss him 😓

[ from: seungseung ]
ok so what goes into ur mind when u think abt lix

[ from: chan hyung ]
i've always felt like i needed to protect him yk? and i sometimes want to
always hug him, or cuddle with him, basically i want to make him happy

[ from: seungseung ]
did u ever think of felix as more than a friend?

[ from: chan hyung ]
maybe once or twice..idk everything just felt natural with him

[ from: seungseung ]
so you do like him..

[ from: chan hyung ]
holy shit i do-

[ from: seungseung ]
took you long enough omfg

[ from: chan hyung ]
thank you so much seung, i owe u :)

[ from: seungseung ]
yeah yeah, go get him. but istfg if u ever hurt our sunshine 🙂🔪

——

chan was walking to sana's place, feeling quite nervous but he tried to focus on what he'll say.

after ten minutes, he entered the older's apartment and sat of the sofa.

"hey um what did you want to talk about?" chan asked, looking at the girl standing in the doorway.

sana went closer and sat beside him "so for the time being that i was in japan, i realized something.."

"i think i-i'm not straight.." she continued, making chan's eyes go wide.

"i met tzuyu and we just kinda hit off...?" she awkwardly smiled.

"oh, congrats!" chan then spoke up. he actually felt happy for her

"you're..not mad?" she asked, examining chan's reaction.

"why would i be? i just figured out i like my best friend!" he proudly announced.

"god finally! that poor boy always looked so sad when you ditch him!" sana rolled her eyes.

"well first i have to know where his is," chan picked up his phone and looked back at sana.

"uh about that, there's something you need to know.." she nervously said.

little did chan know that sana and felix follow each other on instagram so she obviously knows his whereabouts.