Delusions Of Life

Pain

Life is mostly unfair. We don't know when the ball we hitted to life, it will hit us back but at that time when nothing is left. Something like this happened with Henry. He was a weak boy at his school whom everyone used to bully. He was so sick of his life that he wanted to end it but he made it a choice for others. He transformed himself from a weak boy to a cruel evil monster. He changed himself so much that slowly and gradually he became heartless. No emotion except anger. He tortured weak guys. Mostly he tortured the guy sitting beside him in college. He used to treat him like servant. One day, he went to a bar to celebrate his 18 birthday. On that time, finally he got a emotion of love by seeing the most beautiful women. The waitress who was serving to him. The land went missing. He was so lost in her face. The beautiful eyes popped in his dream that night, he was sleepless. Next day, he didn't Messed with anyone because his mind was somewhere else. He went to bar that day at night again, she was there. Again the most precious moments of his life when she served him. He went to the manager and asked if a job for him was also present there, and he got a job in the bar just for his love. Daily he stared at the girl and found that her name was serena(meaning clear) and she just didn't focused on him. He even stoled the beauty's necklace which was a treasure for her, he did that just because he wanted to feel her beside him every single second. She cryed a lot for her lost necklace and he felt like dieing when he sawed her cry. On the hand, his deskmate called his sister to teach Henry a lesson. When she came he was shocked. Serena was his sister. She asked him to apologize her brother but he rejected it. She went away after listening his answer. He went to bar the night and stopped her. "I want to talk to you." He said
"What"
"You know that 'I LOVE YOU' right."
"How would I know. You never told me."
"So today I will tell you that till my last breath I will always love you. Would you back love me back like I love you."
"No, I can't love you. I just don't want to."
"Why. Am I not perfect for you." Tears formed at the back of his eyes. But he controlled
"Yeah! You are not perfect. You know my brother he was so depressed after what you did to him, so he tried to suicide. I just don't know what he will do if he knew that I am with you."
"Just because of this reason. I will apologize from the bottom of my heart but don't be like this. Please."
"Don't be." She went away after saying this.
The next day, when he reached school so learned that Serena's brother lefted the school, so he runned away from his school that and went to bar. She also lefted her work. He went to look for her at her house but he found nothing. In his whole life he cryed for someone but she was not with him. He couldn't ever find her as he searched everywhere. In his story, only he loved the girl.
In majority, first love remains incomplete. When you are good no one notice, but when you are bad even the smallest particle present on the earth sees it. Don't be bad.