Make it on my own

Forgive and forget?

Dixie's Pov
I run out of the Beck house what was Noah thinking leading me on almost kissing me!, and this whole time he had a girlfriend.
N- DIXIE!
D- go away Noah
N- Dixie please
D- no Noah I'm can't do this anymore, I can't keep coming back to you only for you to lie to my face over and over again, what ever happened to no secrets?
3 years ago
D- Noah I'm scared, what if one day I wake up and everyone I love is gone
N- Dix don't worry that will never happen
D- Noah you never know it might we can't control the future nor what happens
N- your right, but we also need to make the most of what's happening right now, Dix there is no point worrying about the future when you need to live in the moment
D- ok fine, but how bout we make a list
N- a list?
D- yeah a list of rules we should follow as best friends
N- sounds good to me
D- rule number 1- no secrets
N- fair enough how bout never chose boyfriends/girlfriends over best friends
D- sounds good to me, and one more don't ever leave your best friend
N- but Dix we can't promise that
D- true how bout this, don't ever leave your best friend without an excuse
N- much better then
N- Dix look I've said I'm sorry what more do you want
D- Noah I want to be able to trust you and I can't so please just leave me alone
N- fine whatever Dixie, but you know what?
D- what Noah?
N- you need to grow tf up like seriously we made those promises years ago and your still stuck in the past get over yourself, I bet you still cry about Bella every night
I stand there in shock no one has ever been that mean to me ever
D- don't ever speak to me ever again
I jump the fence and run inside I call my agent and tell her I'm going to be away for a while then I pack my things say good bye to my family and to my sisters and Gabs then I get on my plane and leave

Noah's Pov
"you need to grow tf up like seriously we made those promises years ago and your still stuck in the past get over yourself, I bet you still cry about Bella every night"
Once I had processed what I had said it was already to late she was gone, I felt terrible she was never going to forgive me now, ever

Dixie's Pov
I push open the all to familiar doors and drop my bags down in the doorway
??- Dixie?
I turn my head around and there she is the lady that got me to where I am now all the tears and pain she put me through, the way she made me stronger she is who I am to thank, she had to be the bad guy to make this cruel world seem a little less cruel
D- Miss Carla!
MC- omg Dixie sweetheart what are you doing here
I break down in my dance teachers arms, this time I didn't hear a single suck it up or a tour to old to cry, I just felt loved, like someone cared about me

The feeling of the dance floor against my feet and the massive mirrors we used to muck around and model in-front of this feels like home, and as I start to dance it just feels normal the music and my body moving perfectly, Miss Carla always had faith in me that's why she pushed me so hard my 9 year old self didn't appreciate it but now I understand, she knew i could handle the pressure and she was right, but even though I am strong I still feel pain and dancing in my hometown studio, it feels like I can conquer the world and as my music comes to an end I look into the mirrors and staring back at me is the new me
??- Dixie
My head snaps around as a soft voice calls my name
??- Dixie
I hear it again, the voice sounding familiar to familiar
D- Bella?
??- Dixie
I turn around and standing behind me is my little sister, Bella
D- oh my gosh, Bella?!
B- Dixie you are strong, and I'm proud of you, know the only thing holding you back is yourself, you question your gut feelings and don't follow your heart
D- Bella I'm sorry
B- you have made our dream a reality
D- Bella how is this possible You died
B- I may have left this earth but I never left your side a guardian angel never does
D- Bella I need help please
B- you have all the help right here
She comes up to me and places her little hand on my heart
B- I'm in there and by your side and all the people that love you are there sometimes you just need a little nudge in the right direction, goodbye Dixie
D- NO!, Bella don't go
B- I'm not going anywhere sometimes it's just best of you can't see the people who live you the most, until we meet again DD
I run up and pull my baby sister into a hug
D- I love you B
B- I love you to DD
And with that Bella is gone

D- MISS CARLA!
MC- yes Dixie
D- would I maybe be able to perform one last solo at one last competition
MC- Dixie the highest category is teen and..
D- I'm still a teen, legally until Monday the day after the competition
MC- well what are you waiting for come on let's get practicing!

A/N sorry this is short exams really do be killing me but also I just wanted to say that I am so sorry if you have lost a loved one younger or older but as I was writing this story I tried to think about what I would do if I lost my little sister, for Dixie in this story it obviously hurt her a lot and impacted her life heaps and I feel like it would do the same for me, I am also a dancer and have a passion for acting so when I'm upset I like to channel my feeling through dance and leave all my feelings out on the dance floor, but anyways that's all I wanted to say and agin sorry that it's short but I love you guys and hope you enjoy! 😊