Dixie D'Amilio a dancer, actor and singer always putting others before herself, bottled up emotions, lies, broken trust and old friendships will she forgive him? "I can make it without you"
Slow burn btw also first chapter is mainly about dance but...
Noah's Pov MB- go ahead Noah explain N- well when I was away playing soccer my performance level was going down because I was still worrying about Dixie so I asked the boys on my team for help and they said I should go in a date, I agreed thinking it would help me forget about Dix, so that night I went out to meet this random girl that the boys set me up with, Ashley, when I met her I didn't feel anything she couldn't compare to Dixie her personality didn't make me laugh I didn't feel comfortable around her and I know we had just met but with Dixie the second I met her I knew we were gonna work, but I knew I had to get over Dixie so I pushed through forced myself to get to know Ashley and by the end I could tolerate her so we started dating, and then came break and still Dix was always in the back of my mind i started looking through our old messages and then I scrolled down to see another name, Charli's, I opened the chat to see our last texts C- I HATE YOU NOAH!! 3 days later C- Noah, please come back Seeing those texts from Charli made me hate myself and then I remembered the look of hurt on Dixie's face, at the time I was mad at myself and my mind was clouded but Dixie's face wasn't telling me to leave it was telling me to stay and in that moment when I realised that I packed my bags and left, I texted Ashley and told her I couldn't do this anymore, that we were done and then I blocked her.
Ashley's Pov A- so did you ever love me N- no I always loved Dixie Ouch yeah that hurt a bit A- Noah I texted you after you said that to me telling you I was going to come down to see you in a few weeks so we could talk and when I saw that you had blocked me I felt the need to come even more N- okay I'm sorry but I said we were done and you still came?!
Mamma Beck's pov As Noah and this Ashley chic we're fighting I got a text from Heidi Heidi- Dixie's gone My heart sunk, I felt like I had failed as a parent because my son was the one that drove Dixie away he blew his last chance with her MB- Noah N- what Mum! MB- Dixie's gone N- what?!, no she can't leave me I can't live without her MB- no not like that you idiot you are not worth that now suck it up and get over yourself Heidi- she went back to the dance studio tell Noah, he may have hurt her but I know she is most happy with him Noah doesn't deserve this, but Dixie should be happy MB- your lucky Heidi loves you, pack your bags your going to the dance studio N- ok
Dixie's Pov MC- up, up, down and turn, niceeeee D- thanks you, I think I'm ready, I'm just going to run through it one last time MC- do whatever you need to do sweetie D- thank you Mrs Carla MC- anytime Dix I start to run through my solo, it was called Golden Girl, I was always Mrs Carla's Golden Girl, the favourite, the one she had the faith in, the one she pushed the hardest, I came out on top I made it but most importantly I made it in my own I didn't need Noah then and I don't need him now, he was just a distraction A/N the studio looks like the dance moms studio I'll put a pic if u don't know what it looks like
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Dixie walks out into the middle of the rehearsal space and sits down, she is grateful for the life she has but if only it meant she didn't lose some people on the way or that she can put the past behind her and move forward with Noah, she knows she wants to but what if he breaks her trust again what if he hurts her again is he worthy of her love?
N- Dixie? D- Noah what are you doing here? N- I can't to apologise, explain myself and be there for you last performance D- really or are you going to leave the day before this one
Dixie's Pov The day he left was the day before my supposed to be final solo my heart was broken and I was supposed to be in love in that solo, it was about him and it was going to be a surprise but then he left and I couldn't tap in to my emotions I got flustered and I didn't even place, I can't let that happen again
Noah's Pov Yeah so I may have left Dixie the day before her solo in my defence I didn't know the dance was going to be about me, still pretty lame excuse, and now she doesn't trust me N- Dixie look I know I have fucked up many times but it's only because I care about you and I try to protect you but end up hurting you more in the process and I'm sorry that I lie about things, I just always think I can figure it out myself D- save it, you can explains to me about Ashley later but now I have to focus. N- Dix not just Ashley, everything D- ok, but I need to run this dance one more time then I'll meet you in the lobby so scram N- yes mam
Dixie's Pov Noah scrambles out of the room and I run my dance, I walk out of the recurs all room my body aching and my legs sore I just want to get home, but where the duck is Noah D- Noah D- Noah this isn't funny D- NOAH! Then I feel hands grip my waist and pull me close, I turn round knee them in the balls and give them a punch in the face D- Noah wtf don't ever do that again! N- yup got it, Noah wheezes out I hit him Pre hard and do I regret it nope haha
Time skip to the best day
Dixie's Pov I'm so tired, I forgot how much space Noah takes up in bed N- Dixieeeee please let me stay I have nowhere else D- not my problem N- pleaseeeeee D- omg fine but shut up N- ok, so where am I sleeping D- you have to sleep with me idiot there is no other bed in this hotel, I didn't plan on having company N- ok D- that's you half and this is mine N- Dix we both know that won't happen D- well you had better make it fkn happen N- well I mean you could just cuddle into me D- in your dreams N- ouch I start to do my makeup as Noah starts to stir in his sleep, wow the bed hog is finally up what a relief, I ignore him and focus on what I'm doing N- Dixie? D- what do you want bed hog N- a good morning kiss please D- fuck you N- when and where D- I could just kick you out you know N- k, I'll shut up Time passes by pretty fast and I'm now waiting in the wings I'm up next, my music starts and I head out on stage, I scan the audience for Noah and I spot him cheering as loud as he can, maybe he actually does care. I start dancing and the audience quietens down, my music sounding through the theatre, then out of the corner of my eye I see Noah's face drop hah my plans working
Noah's Pov As Dixie dances I can't keep my eyes if her, she's drawing me in and it's like I physically can't look away, then it hits me this is Dixie singing and then the words start to sink in I loved you, you left me, and your family you came back to town expecting to see a happy me but in reality you broke me The songs about me
Dixie's Pov I sit on the stage nervously as the awards are given out until it's my turn Announcer- ok in the teen category, in third place we have, Entry number 24 wind chime!, and in second place we have entry number 34 you broke me, I slowly stand up second place? Your kidding I was this close and I blew it, "Dixie" the girl next to me gives me a little nudge, "they are announcing first place" oh thank you, I say as I snap out of my little trance Announcer- And in first place with a perfect score! Entry number 34 you broke me!! I won oh my god I won Announcer- now we have a special announcement, Dixie D'Amilio I hear this is your last competition D- yes, yes it is and may I just say how amazing this experience has been Announcer- Dixie I have been the announcer for many years at this competition and I have watched you grow up and it's amazing to see where you are now, you are welcome here anytime sweetheart D- thank you this will always have a special place in my heart Announcer- well good luck Dixie I wish you all the very best I turn round to hug Emily, that's the announcers name D- thank you Emily, ily E- ilyt Dixie, always follow your dreams and your heart This has been the best competition I have ever been to, I head into my dressing room and open the door to see Noah standing there arms crossed and a blank expression on his face N- so it was about me?
A/N so sorry abt the wait but had to go down and look after my cousins with my mum and sisters unexpectedly, so yeah btw it's a lol but rushed so sorry if it ain't any good idk if I missed anything, sorry if anything is spelt wrong I can't spell for shit so yeah haha but yeah hope you enjoy 😊🥰❤️
