Make it on my own

Lies?

Previously...
This has been the best competition I have ever been to, I head into my dressing room and open the door to see Noah standing there arms crossed and a blank expression on his face
N- so it was about me?

D- yes idiot the song was about you
N- why Dix, you know what sometimes I just can't understand you, I thought we were over this
D- You see Noah that's your problem you always think that things are going to miraculously go back to normal, you hurt me numerous times and then expect me to just forgive you, Noah you have most things handed to you on a silver platter, but not me I'm not just gonna hand myself over to you, you need to learn that you can't have everything you want in life.
N- so what now Dixie is there really anything keeping me here right now?

Dixie's Pov
Yes noah a lot of things but I can't be the one to recognise that, I've don't it every other time now it's your turn

D- I don't know Noah you tell me
N- I guess there isn't really anything
D- then leave
D it was easy enough to do it before so do it now
D- LEAVE NOAH
He just stood there like an idiot, he was probably expecting me to fight for him to stay well not this time
D- fine then if you won't leave I will.
D- goodbye Noah, this time for good

Noah's Pov
That's it I blew my chance I lost her again, all because I don't know how to express my own stupid feelings, why can't I just tell the one girl I want that I love her that she is all I want and that she is the one I want to spend the rest of my life with

TW⚠️ rape is mentiond in this next bit x

As Dixie walks through the lonely streets of New Jersey's she feels a hand grip her wrist tightly and a deep raspy voice say hey gorgeous, as Dixie gathers her thoughts she realises how dumb she was to walk around the streets at night by herself with no sort of protection what so ever but seeing as she did she chose to do what any normal person would do and scream at the top of her lungs HELP! Shhh shhhh the man shushed her I'm not going to hurt you pretty I just want you to come back to my place with me. As Dixie calmed down a bit she started to notice that the mans voice slurred, he's drunk, as Dixie frantically looked around for a bar she notice bright lights about a block away, she could just book it as fast as she could or she could scream again, Dixie's thoughts were soon interrupted as the man spoke again, come on sweetheart.
I finally managed to find my voice as he tried to gently pull me along, no thank you, you see I have to get home to my daughter, baby girl you look far to young to even have a child, shit this guys smarter then he looks, we'll umm actually I was raped yeah was not a good day for me, oh well that was umm unexpected, yeah well u still maybe wanna head back to mine?, look I know your drunk and all but I legit just told you I got rapped, is this man dumb  who asks someone to come have sex with them after they told you they got rapped not to mention someone you don't even know, oh yeah sorry ummm wanna talk about it maybe, if I talk about it will I be able to go home?, yeah of course, ok so one day I wanted to go to a party so I snuck out of my bedroom window and started running down the street but then I noticed a car following me...
As Dixie continued on with her concerning lie she thought for a moment, she is currently sitting on a bench in a dim lit street with a man she has never met before lying about getting rapped, surly this can't be securing her spot in heaven, yet still in the back of her mind a question is there waiting to be answered, What the Fuck is Noah doing right now?

Taxi!, I'm now standing underneath a street light calling for a taxi soaked as someone comes up a taps my shoulder, hey I'm really not in the mood right now to talk to anyone so could you please leave me alone, hey man you just looked like you needed some help but sorry for bothering you, no sorry I'm just having a rough day, it's all good want me to buy you a drink, that would be great
As soon as Noah walks into the bar music fills his ears and the smell of alcohol reeks through the building, his night had been pretty rough but maybe all he needs is a drink
So man what's got you so upset, well my best friend who I am also I love with has decided we are not going to be friends anymore, come on bro it's never that simple, well she is also a dancer/actor/singer and long story short she wrote a song about something I did in the past and then I cracked the shits and then she left and then I fell in a puddle, honestly sounds a bit like karma man, honestly it probably is, as me and my new friend? Sit on the stools taking shots the questions start flowing, yo bro I never did catch your name, oh yeah the names Noah, Noah Beck, Ahhhh famous Noah Beck I see, I knew you looked familiar now lemme think singer, dancer, actor, someone that spends time with you, I'm assuming we're talking about the gorgeous Mrs D'Amelio, you got it now my turn brown hair, stop looking at my dick sweats party animal mercy and not to mention I met you outside a bar, you must be Mr Bryce Hall, correct now I think another shot is in order.
So yeah that's my story, wow Dixie, yeah and now I'm sitting here talking to some middle aged man, well Dixie how about this middle aged man buys you a drink, that would be great
As Dixie and her new friend? Walk to the bar together Bryce finds his way back to Noah, here you go Mr Beck, thank you Mr Hall, friends?, friends Bruce and Noah clink there glasses together and take there shot, yo bro is that D'Amelio, what?, right there with that guy.
Hey umm wanna get me a drink and I'll find a seat?, sure I'll be right back, there he is avoiding my eye contact I might as well introduce myself to his new friend.
Dude she is coming over here, bro I know seriously don't talk to her, hey Noah wanna introduced me to your friend here, umm yeah so Dix, it's Dixie to you, oh sorry umm Dixie this is Bryce, well hello Bryce it's lovely to meet you, hey Dixie, Bryce shut the fuck up, is there a problem Noah?, Dixie's smirk just kept getting bigger she was winning this I can't let that happen, yeah Dixie there is a problem we don't want you here, awww is someone getting a bit upset, Dixie you can't walk into places and just think everyone will love you, Bryce don't worry about this Noah here has always had a jealousy problem but don't worry you won't have to put up with it forever he will leave you sooner or later that's another one of his problems, dude can I get some popcorn this is intense, Dixie honestly fuck of you are not wanted here go dance up on stage with those dancers for all I care, bunny there strippers, cool you will fit right in, fuck you Noah
Is Noah stupid does he honestly think I wouldn't go up there

As dixie walks away Noah and Bryce go back to there conversation bro do you think she would go up there, it's dixie who knows to be honest.

A/N so I haven't updated in a while bcc I just couldn't be bothered but someone told me to update so shoutout to Cutiefatu but anyways as u can probably tell I changed the style of writing like halfway through but who really cares to be honest, let me know if you like it better ig xxx
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