Choni Smut Fluff And Everything Rough Oneshots

im not infact dead

⚠️Tw: ⚠️depression, mentions of self harm and abuse⚠️

Hello all of you. Damn its been long since I've logged into wattpad. I've saw that im nearing 83k views on this and I cant be more happy.
I know it's typical story that you may see on wattpad creators who disappeared for a while but I've been gone because of depression. Its been so bad. It still is. I went through about half a year of barley getting out of my bed. Honestly this is probably gonna be a random rant. I felt like i wanted to die for so long, If im honest I still do. Im trying real hard not to act upon it. I was and am doing self harm. I dont want sympathy I just want understanding. My life has been going downhill for so long. So much abuse and trauma.my grandad was in an acid attack caused my my past abuser. The abuser was released from prison. Im failing college. A whole lot of bad.

Its been hard and still is but seeing people comment on my random stories that younger me made makes me smile even if they don't really mean much.

If you lot want, I can try to start updating this story again. It might give me something to do. Weather it would be smut or not I dont know. But yeah. Thankyou everyone who has commented in the past. Its cliche but they saved me. They gave me a spark of happiness.

-kiera