Forbidden Love

Part 6

"We need to talk." My mom says and I follow her into the mud room. We sit on the benches and she begins to speak. "I'm so sorry for slapping you. I regret it so much, and we were just starting to get in a good place." She looks down but I don't say anything. I don't know what to say. "I went to see your dad up in Brooklyn Park-" "Brooklyn Park? He's been that close the whole time!?" I start to tear up but I hold them back. I don't want her to see me cry. "Yes he's always been that close. I'm sorry I never told you but when he found out I was pregnant, he wanted nothing to do with you." I sit back and listen to what she said. I always thought he was dead, or didn't know, or any other good excuse but I guess I just wasn't wanted. "I'm going to let you process everything. I'll be staying at your aunts if you need me. But I'm still your mother. You can't hate me forever." I didn't hate her but I wish she had told me about him. Just anything.

She left and I went back outside to my friends. "We heard everything Y/n/n. It'll be okay." Guy says coming up to hug me. He rubs my back, hugging me and I let my tears run down my face. Adam comes over and hugs us both and soon, we're all in a group hug. "I need to find him. I need to talk to her tomorrow and find out everything she knows about him. I need to meet my dad." Everyone pulls away. "Are you crazy? She said he wanted nothing to do with you! Why would you want someone that doesn't want you?" Charlie yells and Adam yells back at him, "Watch it Conway. Don't say that to her." Charlie comes closer to me, "I'm just saying. My dad isn't around, you don't see me lookin for him. He never wanted me! Do you know what it's gonna be like begging someone to want you? It's gonna crush you Y/n." Julie places her hand on my arm. "He's right. You can't put yourself through that." Connie nods in agreement but Adam and Guy stay silent. "What do you two think?" I ask them. Guy shrugs, "I think you should do what you want. I mean, they can't really stop you and this could work out, you never know." I give him a weak smile. Con, Jul, and Char shake their heads at him. "Adam?" He looks down at me, "I think you should do it. He was young and dumb when you were born. It's been nearly 16 years, maybe he'll feel differently." I pull him and Guy into a hug. It was nice knowing at least them two supported me. "Thanks guys." They both kiss my cheeks and I turn to the others. "Come on, let's go take showers and get ready for bed" I say and we go inside. Me, Connie, and Julie shower and dress in my room while the boys shower and dress in the guest room in the basement.

The boys all come up to my room and lay on the bed horizontally while us girls are still getting ready for bed. I come out of my bathroom to see the boys laying there and I lay with them and we all spoon. Guy bring the big spoon, then Adam, me, and Charlie. Adam places his face in the crook of my neck and lightly bites it causing me to giggle. Charlie turns to us and gags. "You guys are so weird." He rolls his eyes and walks out the room. We get up and all follow him, including the girls. We sit on the couch not knowing what to do. "Got anymore edibles?" Julie asks and Charlie nods. He gives her one. Everyone else takes on too, even Adam. "Want one Y/n/n?" I shake my head, "No thanks" I smile and be shrugs his shoulders.

I put on Twilight Breaking Dawn Pt. 2 and we all cuddle up, Adam and I, Guy and Connie, and Charlie and Julie. Adam looks down at me, "What's wrong? You never turn down drugs or alcohol." He laughs and I do too. "I just don't want to do that kind of stuff anymore I guess." I shrug and turn my attention back to the movie, Adam does the same.

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It was the next day and everyone but Adam and Guy had left. "I'm going to go to my aunts and talk to my mom about my dad. I'm so nervous yet excited. I'll finally get to know something about him!" "Don't get your hopes up, she might not tell you anything." Guy says and I realize he's right. But I know I can convince her if I have to. "Alright well we'll leave and let you go see her." Adam says kissing my head and hugging me. Guy hugs me goodbye and they leave. I get my shoes on and walk to my aunts. She didn't live far from me.

"Hey guys" I walked in the house, when I got there, my mom and aunt were having lunch in the dining room. "Hi Y/n/n! I've missed you." My aunt hugged and kissed me. "I've missed you too." I reply and she goes into the other room to let me and my mom talk. "I want to know everything you know about him. Don't leave anything out." I say and she shakes her head. "Y/n, if I'm going to tell you this, you have to make me a promise." I already know where this is going. "Stop seeing Adam. He's no good. He'll just cause you trouble and pain and I don't want to see you go through that." She places her hand on my shoulder. I stand up in front of her, "Now way, you can't do that. You can't rob me of having a father just because I'm with the guy I love! I'm in love with him and he's in love with me. Why can't you accept that? Why is him and I being together such an issue?" She looks down at her food. "You wouldn't understand. She stands up with her food but I get in her way. "Just give me something! Anything! A name, where he works, a relative's name, ANYTHING!" She looks at me blankly. "Jackson, Jackson Avery" she says and walks away. I couldn't help but grin ear to ear. I had a name. Finally.

Sorry this was a shitty part  but it gets better, I swear. I have two drafts ready so I think I'll post those tomorrow. Also, recognize her dads name? ;)
~Brooklyn ♡