harry potter one shots

part 2 goodbye draco

If you didn't read the first part pls do that first!
Warnings: suicide , depression

Draco's pov
I had to , y/n her father didn't just died , he got killed by my father. Hearing her cry about him , telling me how it was her fault since she had to be there cause he was sick while i knew he never was , and it's because of my father she lost hers , it broke me i couldn't do it , I knew i should be there for her but it's just impossible,  so i had to break up with her , but how could i ever say those things to the woman that i love while looking her in the eyes, I had to leave a note , i couldn't bare seeing her break down in front of me , causing her more pain than she already had , I feel like a terrible person but i had to . I didn't want her to love me anymore,  i didn't deserve it she had to hate me that's why i kissed astoria in front of her , so she would get mad and realize she deserves better then a pathetic little boy .

I walked back to my dorm after being at the astronomy tower , i just had to think about some things , I had to think about us , about my future and hers . I walked into my dorm and saw a letter with y/n her handwriting,  I quickly opened it and once my eyes scanned the words writing on the paper i broke down , i knew where she would be so i quickly rushed to the astronomy tower , tears streaming down my face , hoping i wasn't to late and i could save her , hold her in my arms telling her everything would be okay
Once i arrived at the astronomy tower i saw her , I wanted to run over to her but while i did that she jumped , I screamed at the top of my lungs , rubbing my eyes , hoping this was a dream and i would wake up with her in my arms , but once i opened them i was still on my knees on the astronomy tower watching the railing she just jumped from , I looked at my left side and saw the shining thing , her engagement ring , if I just asked her sooner she would've been my fiance now , laying in my arms , but now she was still the ex i will never forget,  the woman i have always loved and tried to protect .. but miserably failed