"Oh you guys wanna see venti again ? He has homework to do so maybe later"
-nooooo
-BUT WE WANT VENTIIIIII
"Yes yes guys I know but he can't right now" it's not true I just didn't wanted him to get any hate
I continued playing some random love story game
"I'm so sorry lillith
But I'm
Not in love with you , I never was
I have someone better now "
(That's meant as a line in the game)
A line that was just too familiar
I don't know if I should cry or scream
-XIAO IS EVERYTHING OK ?
-omg what's wrong
-Xiao ?!??
I snapped out of my thoughts
"Huh oh everything ok I just zoned out" lies I'm not ok , I just want to cry
I'll maybe just end the stream
I looked on my other monitor just to see a picture of the one who did all of this to me
Dottore
Who caused me so much pain
I felt like I couldn't hold it in anymore
"Ok I'll be going bye chat !" I quickly said as my voice cracked here and there through the sentence
As soon as I ended the stream I let it all out
It was 4 years ago but I'm still not over it , I'm so weak
Is that why people always leave me behind
Is that why nobody loves me
I wish I was different
What if I just jump of the roof
Will someone miss me because I don't think so
How willl venti ever find out that I loved him if I would do it
The door suddenly opened revealing an worried venti
He walked over to me and hugged me
"It's okay xiao , it's okay" it's not going to be okay...
~new day(school already passed bec nothing happened there)~
I was casually just streaming all day again but this time cara (pudfling) was in a discord call with me , she was acting kinda homophobic these past days ...
I checked obs from time to time to see how ventis doing
He seemed kind of sad ? I don't know
"Aww venti are you jealous ?" I teased him
"No"
"Can you stand here for a second" I pointed to some random place that was slightly in front of me
He went there and he fell into my trap
I quickly pulled him into my lap
-YOO THAT WAS GAY
-PLAYBOY XIAO LMAO
-WHAT THE F IS GOING ON
I just laughed while venti was hiding his flustered face in his hands
"Yo why are you laughing xiao ?" I heard cara say trough my headphones
"Just Open the Stream"
"OHH OH THATS A WEIRDO MOMENT"
Cara then started laughing too
I soon calmed down from my laughter "well anyways let's continue playing"
"What about me" venti asked
"What do you mean wHaT AbOuT mE ? You are staying here"
~*ventis pov*~
Oh god is this embarrassing please
But to be honest it wasn't uncomfortable sitting there but it's still embarrassing if it's LITERALLY IN FRONT OF LIKE 150K PEOPLE
~sometime passedd~
I felt my eyes getting heavier and heavier , I think it was like 1 am already
I still need to sta-
~*xiaos pov*~
-AWWW VENTI FELL ASLEEP
-Venti looks so adorable when he's sleeping 🥺
-VENTI FELL ALSEEP ON XIAO
I think some mods Made a poll
-what should xiao do ?-
-bring venti to bed-
-let venti sleep there-
(Just got an deja vu and idk why)
