Secrets

Different

A few days later 

Nessa's POV 

It's Addison's funeral today. It hurts thinking about her, I miss her so much. She was like the sister I never had. We told Bella yesterday, she cried so much it made all of us cry. The pain is her dark chocolate brown eyes, she misses her mommy. Bryce well he's changed since Addison's death. He's not even attending Addison's funeral. He's been on a killing streak since Addison's death. The only reason he hasn't gone full monster is because of Bella. Yesterday when we broke the news to Bella I could see that Bryce was even more hurt seeing his daughter feeling pain broke him. At the moment Bryce is in his bedroom, probably breaking shit. Cynthia and I just got Bella ready. My head is still replaying Addison's death, we tried to stop her from going back to the room where Bryce and Josh were having a death shot battle but we just couldn't stop her. When Cynthia and I went into the room we saw Bryce holding Addison's dead bloody body in his arms. The battle was between Bryce and Josh but out of no where Addisons father, Monty came out and shot Addison. She didn't deserve death, her heart was so pure. Addison was too pure. Addison Rae Hall, I miss you so much. I'll never forget you. 

"Thinking about her right ?" Cynthia asks as she comes into the guest room.

"Yeah." I say as a tear strolls down my watery eyes. 

"I miss her too, ness." Cynthia says as she comes over and pulls me into her arms. 

"It's all different now that she's not he-here." I say. 

"I know, ness. I'm so sorry I know she was your best friend." Cynthia says.

"Thanks Cynthia. So how are you holding up ?" Nessa

"I miss her a lot but I have to stay strong, we ALL have to stay strong. We may not be able to bring her back but we have to remember that she once was here and, that she made us all better people." Cynthia says as she sheds a tear. 

"You're right." I say. 

"We have to get going, her funeral is in about an hour." Cynthia says.

"Oh right. Get Bella and Q, I'll meet you guys at the cemetery." I respond. 

"You sure ?" Cynthia asks. 

"Yeah." I simply say. 

"Ok then see you there, ness." Cynthia says as she walks out. 

"I wish you were still here." I say as I take out a friendship bracelet.

10 years ago  

"Here take this." Addison says with a grand smile. 

"Whats this ?" Nessa asks.

"Silly it's a friendship bracelet." Addison says as she places it on Nessa's wrist.

"Why are you giving me this ?" Nessa asks.

"Because you're my best friend and you'll always be my best friend no matter what." Addison states.

"Wow I-um thank you so much !!!" Nessa says with a smile.

"There's that beautiful smile." Addison says as she pulls Nessa into a hug.

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"I'll smile more from now on because I know you'd like that." I say as I put the friendship bracelet  back into my drawer. I walk out of the guest room and knock on Bryce's bedroom door.