Missing Person -《JakeHoon》

no.10

Jake cooled down . He was completely fine now , he was embarrassed to face sunghoon , he knows sunghoons body and he couldn't look at his eyes . "Get it together jake....you were only doing that because he told you to." Jake told himself and left the room going in the living room.

Thanks God sunghoon had his pants on , he was on the floor kneeling and he had a clothe in his hand to wipe the couch cuz it was dirty with his cum.

Jake slowly walked there and sat down, looking at sunghoon , he didn't spoke , it was silence, more like awkward silence . In that room could be heard only the noise that sunghoon is cleaning .

Sunghoon didn't spoke too . Jake told him that is Embarrassing to do that . But sunghoon wanted to and now sunghoon is embarrassed too and he doesn't know what to say so they can break the silence.

It was night,   dark outside. "Um...will you eat or no .....I'll go sleep " sunghoon finally got to say something. Jake looks at him , he was hungry but because of the awkwardness that this room had he said "go sleep....I'll sleep too " he told sunghoon and sunghoon nods and goes to his room.

Jake is alone now ....he couldn't sleep and he didn't know what to do . He have been her for three days , tomorrow is going to be his fourth day and no one have found him.

Jake thought about heeseung, he should be worried about jake and Jake's mom probably is waiting for jake to pick his phone up. She got scared for her son .

Jake let out a sigh , he was frustrated, a lot of things were going on and he doesn't know how to solve them . He tried to ignore them but he couldn't. And what happened today , friends doesn't do that . Strangers doesn't do that .

Jake was surprised because he did that to sunghoon , he have never thought that he might be into boys, sunghoon is the first boy that jake have gave handjob . For girls the same , jake have never dated before.

He wants to know his sexuality now , its probably something else, and he got really close with a stranger only for 3 days , he doesn't know what to do . By thinking,  his head filled with thought,  he fall asleep with the dog in his hands.

And for sunghoon, he couldn't sleep . Thinking about jake , thinking about what jake did to him , it felt so good , but something told him that it's not a good thing to do . He sighs . Looking at the moon from the small window. No candles in his room because the moonlight shines brightly.

"What do I do know....what if jake leaves me alone ....I dont know what am I feeling...I just want jake to be with me "sunghoon said to himself and covers his head with blanked, he fall asleep and his mind filled full with what if s .

In the same house , different rooms thinking about each other. 

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Next morning, jake woke up first,  and for sunghoon he was still asleep , last night he couldn't sleep that well and now he is still sleeping.

Jake was alone,  he goes outside to pee . Peeing in the snow making the snow yellow . He goes back home , when he opened the front door he saw sunghoon looking scared and with panic face. Jake was confused.

"Um...are you okay?" Jake asks . Sunghoon then felt better when he saw jake , he thought that jake left , he thought that he will never see jake again. "I'm fine ....I thought that you left me alone " sunhoon said and goes in the kitchen to make food . He had some fruits there and they ate fruits.

Eating....jake looks at sunghoon , he wanted to speak but he was scared that his voice will crack. "Um....did you shower?" Jake asks . Sunghoon stoped eating and looks up at jake ."shower?" Sunghoon asks making a questionable face.

"Oh um when you wash yourself "jake said . He wanted to know cuz last night sunghoon released, he needs to shower so he asked sunghoon in case he doesn't know.

"Oo still no ....why do I need to ....I only wash my self two times a day ...."sunghoon said and jake looks at him with 'for real?' Face . Sunghoon noticed it .

"But...its because it's hard to wash here .....when its summer I wash in the lake but in winter I need to boil water " sunghoon said , jake understand now.

"Today shower okay " jake said and sunghoon nodded .

"Um...wait are you not mad at me ?" Sunghoon spoke , he took the opportunity to talk . "Um ..no why would I be mad at you" jake said .

"I don't know...its because of last ni-" sunghoon couldn't finish the sentence because jake stops him " forget about it ...let's see what will happen in the future " jake said and got up goes to sit on the couch , sunghoon gave Gaeul some meat.

"Sunghoon ....come here "jake said and sunghoon goes to sit next to jake . "Yes?" Sunghoon asks cuz he was confused.

Jake was looking in his bag and found one chocolate , he took it and showed it to sunghoon.  "Look ...this is for you " jake said and gave it to sunghoon. 

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