Missing Person -《JakeHoon》

no.15

"What's wrong " Jake asks .

Sunghoon continued to cry...he doesn't know himself why was he crying,  the feeling that he felt , he didn't know what to do about it . He didn't know he to Express that feeling that stuck in his body, in his heart that he cant get rid off .

Sunghoon got up and sat down , jake was laying down , he got up holding himself with his elbows , half laying .

"Why are you crying ....you're making me worried " jake said , they were doing just fine just now .

Sunghoon didn't spoke, he was crying, feeling empty because he wasn't hugging jake , he doesn't know what's wrong but there sure is one thing .

"I ...I dont know too" sunghoon said, wiping his eyes with his hands , jake looking at him with a sad face . Sunghoon looks at jake and he Brust out crying again. Jake felt concerned about it .

"Sunghoon....tell me about it" jake said , he got up sitting next to sunghoon and placed his hand around sunhoon but sunghoon took it off.

"I told you....I dont know myself ." Sunghoon said, he was about to leave but jake stoped him by holding his hand. "Where are you going?...stay here " jake said .

Sunghoon didn't want to...he felt sad , he felt sad cuz he didn't know what to say , he wanted to take this feeling out from his mouth and tell jake what is wrong.

Sunghoon sat down back ...."jake....please help me to figure this out " sunghoon said sniffing, gaeul barking at sunghoon cuz she saw that her owner is sad .

"I will help you ...now tell me wherever you feel like saying " jake spoke and sunghoon nods.

"Its that....wherever I'm with you ...I want to say something but I dont know what....I just feel empty inside when im not near you and that make me so sad ....I'm crying now cuz when you hug me and take care of me it feels nice but I dont know what is happening with my soul. " sunghoon said , looking directly at Jake's eyes , his nose red from crying, sniffing,  eyes swallowen.

Jake heard him ...jake might now why ....'is he in love?' Jake though .

"And ....what do you want me to do about it?" Jake asks . He doesn't know how to help in this situation, its probably sunghoons first feels and he probably doesn't know about love.

"I dont know.....I just want to be with you....I'm scared that you will leave me ...please dont go nowhere "sunghoon said this time pouts.

"I will not" jake said .

"You're lying....you said people are looking for you....will you leave??...please don't " sunghoon said .

"I will not....trust me ...and I know what I am doing ....cuz I love you ." Jake said .

"Love ?...what is love " sunghoon asks , he wanted to know this word , hope jake explains correctly and understandable.

"Hum...listen carefully, this goes for you" jake said and sunghoon hums , ears four .

"Love..... Being in love you feel different things , different emotions....for example like...you feel happiness. When you're around them you can feel existed and nervous....when you're with them you have sexual attraction and lust . ...you just want to be with them and you're scared that you might lose them and never find them ...you will be worried that the person you love doesn't love you back " Jake said ...he tried his best , thinking , talking, thinking, talking so he doesn't make some mistakes.

Sunghoon was listening, this was something sunghoon feels , he wanted to know more about love " tell me more " sunghoon said .

"Humm....for example you can't wait to see them again. Even after spending all day with your partner, you still feel lonesome when they leave. You wonder what they’re doing and whether they’re thinking about you. Maybe you already have plans to meet the next day, but you still wonder how you’ll manage until you see them again....you want to talk to them but you're to scared to do that cuz you think that you will annoy them or make them mad ." Jake spoke .

Sunghoon listened carefully, jake keeps on talking till he run out of thought, he wanted to make them clear, maybe this will help sunghoon.

After some minutes Sunghoon smiles "then .....I think I love you jake " sunghoon said , jake looks at him "are you sure about it?" Jake spoke. He admits it that he loves sunghoon but he was scared about sunghoon, if sunghoon really loves jake.

"Yeah ...I'm 100% sure....all the words that you said....that's how I am feeling...I just want you to be by my side forever "

"Jake...I really do love you" sunghoon said , he held Jake's hands and moves his head more closer to jake .

"Please....believe me....I do love you ....and you helped me with my feelings...trust me jake ...I'm not lying...I love you " sunghoon said , he wanted jake to trust him about his love .

Jake smiles ....it was hard to accept at first but its obvious that sunghoon loves jake ...cuz when sunghoon was describing how was he feeling you can tell that he was in love . In love with Jake.

"I love you too sunghoon " jake said and he wanted to kiss his lips again, kiss them and make them his only his.

Sunghoon gulps , he looks at Jake's eyes , jake was looking at his lips . Slowly both of them moves their head closed and closed the gap between them . They kissed .

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