Will I See You Again?

CHAPTER 10 | Thea's Side

POV Thea

I'm Theresa Anica Gonzales. What I feel right now? I'm hurt.

5 months na.. Umabot ng ganon katagal ang relationship nila Akie at ni Brian, seriously?!

Aaarggh! I hate the thought of those people. It ruins my day!

Ayesha Kate Hilton. I don't like her, but I don't hate her either.Ang gulo right?

I... I'm jealous of her. I hate to admit it but it's true! She has a nice and happy family. Her family still have time for her even if they were so busy with their business.

While.. me, uhhmm. I grew up with my Yaya Lorna beside me. My parents are always out of the country, and I really hate it! I'm such a loner.

She also has a bestfriend, a real bestfriend.. that Alixa girl. They were really happy when they were together. Those perfect smiles, those real laughs, that happiness. I wish I had those things, too. I wish I'm also happy like her.

Well, I have soooo many friends. —wait, let me rephrase it.. I have soooo many fake friends. Mga plastic! I know na they're just making friends with me for the sake of popularity.

And I'm also aware that those fakes want to put me down. They want to get my throne as Queen Bee ko sa Academy na 'to.

I'm the Queen Bee. Well, I won't ever ever let them to put me down.. This is the only thing na meron ako, aagawin pa nila? No freakin' way!

Another thing.. Si Ate Rhian. Akie has a kind, supportive, and a loving sister.. and me? Well, Only child. I really want to have a sibling like her, so badly.

At lahat pa ng angkan namin sya lang ang gusto! My grandparents, aunties and uncles. Even our cousins like her a lot!

I don't know why do I have these insecurities all over my gorgeous body! I don't know why do I have to feel this! Jealousy aaarrrghh!!

No, no, no! Don't cry! You're strong Thea! Crying is just for the weaks! duhh!

Then the worst is, she has the man I love.. Brian.

May gusto na ko kay Brian highschool pa lang kami. Pero ngayon niya lang ako napansin.

Akala ko seryoso sya sa naging relationship namin, because kasu seryoso talaga ako! Kasi suya naman talaga yung gusto ko eh! Akala ko yun na yon, or kahit magtagal man lang kami. Akala ko he feel the same way for me.

I dated many other guys before but it's useless, akala ko mawawala na feelings ko for him pag ginawa ko yon pero sya pa rin talaga. Puro akala! Mga maling akala.

My biggest mistake is that to forget that he's a damn Casanova.

Ayokong paniwalaan.. but for him, I'm just one of his toys. It's only 2 days lang na nagtagal ang relationship namin. And it really annoys me a lot na malaman na it's already 5 months na sila ni Akie! As in, nagtagal talaga sila ng ganon katagal?! As far as I know, wala pa atang babae na umabot ng ganon kay Brian.. hindi rin ako, sya lang talaga.

He broke up with me with a 32-seconds phone call. And the worst part is to know na he's nakipag-break sakin ng just because of her, my cousin.. si Akie. His reason of breaking up with me is dahil si Akie na raw ang gusto niya. Is it fair?!

I didn't expected him to be serious in such relationships. (Except nung samin, umasa ako eh :'( Kaya ngayon pa lang, Im telling you! Don't expect too much because it will just lead you to disappointment.. to pain.)

So now, as I see.. Seryoso na si Brian dahil nakatagal sila ng ganun ni Akie.

It's hard to admit but I really have to move on from this pain. But how?