Bad rules

big tragedies

Hazel's POV:

I smile at him before he starts walking over to me a Deja Vu of the first time we met it feels like it's been forever since the pool party, and yet I feel like a totally diffrent person. I never people could change so fast, hell I never knew I could change so fast. About a month ago I couldn't even curse in my head. I dont know if I've improved but I like this me better then the old me.

"Hey, want a ride" he asks holding his motorcycle keys

"Not dressed for the occasion, I'll call Lucy" I said looking down at what I was wearing, this isn't the type of thing you would wear while on a motorcycle "ok, I'll see you at the party" he winks at me and I still get those stupid butterflies at his simple act

Lucy is here at around 5 minutes later I hop in and were on our way to Marco's house

His house is bigger than Leo's but it's less modern and more cozy it seems like a nice place to live

When me and Lucy walk in I start to look around and I find where Veronica was with Marco they seem to be having fun so I join in. I wonder where Noah is.

"Heyy" I sit in one of the one of the couches where Lucy sits next to my and places her head on my shoulder and I place my hand on her hair

"Hey, you look gorge" Veronica compliments Marco looks at her in admiration "not as gorgeous as you, no offence H" he says

"None taken" I smile at him

When Leo walks in Lucy quickly jumps up and fixes her hair. I shake my head and laugh.

I really dont want to interrupt this so I try to go find Noah

I walk towards the kitchen when I walk in there a bunch of drunk people there I rea h my hand for a drink when I try to get the can of beer a hand helps me and picks it up to pour in a cup for me I thank him

"I'm Hazel" I say

"I know, I've heard of you around school, I'm Tyler" he responds with a smile. Oh so like Tyler Lockwood from the Vampire Diaries or hes just another person named Tyler

He looks at my body from head to toe and smiles

"You're beautiful" he says "sorry, I sound like a creep" he laughs

"No I -I thought that was super nice of you" I look down at my feet. Oh I totally forgot about Noah. It's fine he'll come around right i look around the room before looking back at Tyler his eyes are a grey shade very beautiful and his hair is a Black with curls he is so hot like crazy hot

"Are you looking for someone" he says "

yeah, I mean not really-" I studied between if I want to look for Noah or stay and talk with Tyler

"Ok I dont want to take more of your time, I'll leave you to it" he says and smiles at me and I nod

"I'll see you around" he says "ok" and with that I make my way upstairs and take a drink of the beer. Tastes horrible but somewhat addicting.

I walk into the rooms one by one

No Noah= a sip from my beer

I feel numb I hope this isn't how you feel when you're drunk. I'm still worrying and I think that means I'm not drunk.

Last room I say to myself before entering this one wasn't a bedroom it was more of a living room it seemed like a private room not much people in it there was a few people and from the group I noticed Jason and Betty and Jessica, Maddy, Andrew yep pretty much everyone I hate and a few other people wait Noah.

My heart stopped beating there was a girl sitting on his lap. dancing. She was dancing on his lap. His eyes met mine and they widened as soon as he noticed my hurt expression this is not happening again there is no way I'm gonna take any more of this bullshit. I feel so hurt yet angry

I'm angry I fell right in his trap. I'm angry I kissed him. I'm angry I changed because of him. And most of all I'm angry because he came to this party didn't bother coming to me instead hes with this- this slut

I quickly ran out of the room before he could see the tear that escaped my eye I wiped it away. I tend to do that a lot

I quickly flung a room door open. Thank goodness there was no one in there and as soon as I felt no one's presents i stormed into tears. I feel so broken. I dont know why I let this happen to me I should've stayed away from him. I should've listened to my friends.

I heard the door open "are you okay?" Tyler's voice thank goodness

"Yeah I'm fine just uh tired" I say getting up and wiping my face from tears

"Do you want me to drive you home" he offered but I decline

"I have a friend here I'll ask her to arrive me home, plus I dont want to trouble yourself for me" I say and he nods before following me downstairs

I'm shocked at the sight of Lucy with Leo kissing it almost seems like dream. Really though? Just when I needed her the most. I sigh and turn to Tyler

"About that ride"

Hey it's been a while, comment what you think about this chapter. Dont hate me things will get better I promise

P.S: planning a scene you guys will enjoy

ML(much love)