I have nothing
You've taken everything from me
How can I be happy when I know you're out there
Ignoring my existence and lying through your teeth?
You once told me you didn't believe in love
And I can't believe that stupid fucking moment at the pool made me fall even harder for you
I should have known right from then that you were bad news
You weren't in it for the long haul
You told me pretty words and built us a beautiful fantasy
But you had one foot out the door the entire time
I will never be enough for you, I realize that now
You crave adventure and it terrifies me
The extent that you would go for an adrenaline rush makes me sick to my stomach
I know you can't help it
But I can't help this either
Tell me, is this fair?
Is it fair for you to be out there having fun
Living it up with your friends and your chemicals while I'm here
Worrying sick about a person who couldn't care less about me?
I don't remember the last time I was truly happy
I'm anxious all the fucking time
And it's not your fault, I know
It's not your fault that I care more than you ever will
But that's fine
Just stay out of my life
Don't sugarcoat the truth just to keep me in your corner
Because that's the last place I ever want to be
