upcoming progress + planes

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hey bitches yes it has been a day and i am updating again. wow, that's a first! usually it takes a month. 🥲

ANYways, before i write an entire paragraph for the third time today freaking out about how i get to fly, i decided to do a small update, and list what i expect to see in the (hopefully) near future!

so! i managed to meditate for 8 minutes! before my brother so rudely interrupted me.
i got a really tight feeling in my nubs at first, it was weird. then i got the normal growing pains. update: i just rolled my right shoulder forward and my wing fucking p o p p e d like it made a n o i s e and now it aches should i be scared-
anyways, while i was meditating i got distracted and was like "wait, i should be getting wing sockets next, what if i already have them and i'm just a dumbass and never noticed?"
well, i don't have sockets yet, sadly, but!! i have a theory of what'll happen next in my progress.

so i mentioned once that my girlfriend said that my wing nubs get kinda like muscle knots. pretty much what happened in the past was just weird orbee muscle things, then i'm guessing they came together to form what resembled a muscle knot or smthn like that idk. it has been very s l o w l y getting bigger. but! an avian sent me some progress pictures a while ago (no i will not be sharing them) of their wing sockets and they're in the exact same placement of my nubs! what i'm guessing will happen is my nubs will grow some more and then form kind of an indent (i think they said something like that) so yeah now time for patience. the nubs themselves seem to be like a centimeter or two in height, and probably the same in width but use um not good at measurements. but i still hve a while to go. so yeah! this journal will be pretty long.

ok now onto me freaking out again-
so! i am now signing up for flight school and aaaaa! i get to fly??? a plane??? like it's not as good as flying with wings BUT ITS STILL FLYING!
i just started online courses today and my first flight will happen in a week or 2!

all right, see y'all whenever! bye byee

update: see y'all now apprently because my right wing is currently t h r o b b i n g ow
like what
pain

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